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| Thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 3-11-2003 at 7:07pm | |
| Current mood: Exceptional Music: Swing Swing- AMR Subject: Today |
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I have a lot that I worry about…Too much that I shouldn’t worry about. I constantly worry about things. About my self in general. I have so many goals for my self…and I push to get them but not hard enough. I need to push harder. Hard enough to make me suffer but not hard enough to kill me. I’m not thinking about others very much lately. I have too much on my self to figure out that I don’t know yet. If people only knew all the stuff that goes through my head…all the stuff I have to go through. Its never ending. I’ll never get my family to understand, I’ll never get who I want, I’ll never get my mom to lighten up, I’ll never get my sister to be smarter and try to actually be a sister, I’ll never get my dad to listen or actually be there. I’ll never get the friends who I need the most….unless I try. And that’s what I need to do. Try- Its not just a word any more its an action. I will try. I have to promise myself that I will try to make my life better and happier for me, not for anyone else, just me. I’m excited to go to the Freshman Center and be with a lot of my other friends next year but at the same time it scares the shit out of me, and I don’t know why. School was ok today, not good or bad, just another day. I really have nothing to say about today. Nothing happened. David meowed and that was funny. Theresa has been meeting me at my locker lately for lunch instead of me having to come down to her. It makes me feel wanted lol. Thank you Theresa. We will be soon “LOSTBSAO” If you I changed the M to O which is now Our lol. You’ll figure it out. Lindsey is missed. I can’t believe I forgot about her. I mean I like totally forgot about her. She’s going to have so much homework when she gets baaccckk! When is she getting back anyways? I asked someone today but either they didn’t hear me or they just ignored me. I have the best friends don’t I? LOL Lindsey…where are you? Come back soon. I miss you, L.A. buddy. L.A. just isn’t the same without you. How can you see into my eyes Like open doors, Leading you down into my core Where I become so numb If you feel the soul Feel my spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead It Back Home. Chorus: (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life, (I’ve been given a life) (There’s nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead all this time i can't believe i couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life Evanesence- Bring me to Life , The best song to interpret its figurative lyrics. I love that song. Just listen to the lyrics…and think about them. Best figurative deep lyrics I’ve ever heard. |
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sheels21489 | 03-11-03 7:49pm Lindsey is in Arizona and will be back thursday....well her plane brings her home wednesday |
Rob | there is a storm a brewing! a tornado, 03-11-03 9:47pm Amy you are cool beyond all reason! |
thedarkerside | Re: there is a storm a brewing! a tornado, 03-12-03 7:41pm lmao TORNADO! |