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| blueyed (profile) wrote, on 3-13-2003 at 10:05pm | |
| Current mood: awakened Music: Gin Blossoms Subject: When you have finished the chapter, you will have completed the concept map. |
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| So tonight, put things in perspective for me, at least for tonight. I really didn't want to go in the first place, because I had been considering more and more stopping running, but then tonight happened. Basically it was our athletic banquit, and I got more out of it than I ever intended. I think everyone got more out of it than they expected. I learned some valuable lessons, that friends, you never acknowledge the ones who are always there for you, under all costs, till the end. The little things you do for people, even if you think they wont think twice about them, do them, because 9 times out of 10, a little phone call can mean more to a person then you had ever expected. If you want to do something good for a person, do it when you ahve the oppurtunity. When you least expect, people consider you, and hold you in high esteem , higher than you ever thought of yourself. When you end something, acknowledge that its the end, but the best way is to end is like any other day you shared together, thats what those memories are really made of. I think this put things in perspective in way that you can never make a wrong mistake, you can only considerate that, everything fills you with experiences, and just because it wasn't the easiest route you took, doesn't mean that it was a bad choice. In life, there are no bad choices, you may have to work a bit harder, but you know with working harder only brings out more character in any given person. I love that team, I haven't been in tune for the past few months, but tonight opened my eyes to what wonderful people I have surrounding me, and to not long for others that were/ are never there. They are the kind of an environment one needs to grow, and I don't think I have been thankful enough to have such determined, smart, kind-hearted, friends. I think I know what I need to do now, stop crying, stop longing, and starting doing because I don't have much time. Tonight brought out the best in everyone, love to the seniors they are unbelivable people, made sentimental speeches that I will never forget. Sorry to get all wow, but I just feel so thankful and foolish for not realizing this before. All I need is the air I breath and my friends and family to believe in me. | |
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robbingnovember | 03-14-03 5:38am i feel like your talking aboutme.. in the bad way |
blueyed | Re:, 03-14-03 5:04pm child! I'd neva talk bad about you. Strictly in context to myself. |