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KTHPKC (profile) wrote,
on 3-16-2003 at 7:31pm
Music: Change the world
I stare at the bars
self-conjured in my head.
i've always thought my life was special,
little brother
loving parents
wonderful family
but i've learned things in the past few years.
my little brother is now my torturer,
my parent are now jailors,
keeping meh away from the life i want to lead.
my family is loud and annoying, barring meh from the things i'd like to do.

School is no vacation,
loading more and more work on meh every day,
until i give up and scream.

Friends,
they are the only freedom i have, laughing and giggling over nothing.
Helping meh not give up on life and rebel.
They treat meh like a regular person,
not a baby.
I've got a "big brother",
and some great bff's,
helping meh out in my troubles.
Hugging meh when i'm sad,
taking care of meh when i'm sick,
laughing w/ meh when i'm happy.

I've learned that friendships help make the burden of my life lighter.
I may not be able to see all the movies i wanna see,
or listen to the musik i wanna hear,
or wear the clothes i wanna wear,
but i've realized that those things don't matter. Material possesions last mebbe a few years, friendships last forever.

One saying i always think of is that it takes a second to break someone's trust, and takes a lifetime to build up again.
I may not have lost my trust, but i'm tired of bein' treated like a little child (even tho i'm whining like one right now *winces*), i'm afraid that someday i'll snap...

Rachel, i'll talk to j00 tomorrow. Ray, remind her aboot the topic, as i don't have a clue what it is. Jessie, i enjoy quoting "the emporer's new groove\" w/ j00!!!!! "pull the lever!!" "wrong lever!!!" "why do we even have that lever?!" Kelly, hope j00're feelin' oj, i'll see j00 tomorrow. Ben, j00'd BETTER have those fliers tomorrow!!! Jackie, hola! Kristy, hey! How art thou? Esther, hola. please don't be mad at uns! Or at least at ray or rachel, just be mad at meh! i hate it when friends are mad at each other!
Tschüs, ich lieb' euch...
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starstruck

03-16-03 9:10pm

KT...Why in the world would I be mad at you?! You don't even have anything to do with what's goin on! ...Yet...Why do I get the feeling Rachel gonna tell you sumthin bout me...Meh can always be wrong. I was mad at everyone for a lil while in there, but I'm ok now.

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KTHPKC

Re:, 03-17-03 3:21pm

*sigh* call meh a wimp, but i hate it when friends fight. I'd rather have 'em mad at meh then at each other...*shrugs*
Rachel has spoken no bad words aboot j00 yet, it ain't in her blood to do so (in my opinion)

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Angel_Bob

03-17-03 4:15pm

I thank thee, Katie, for the kind words.

I'm glad we help you escape.

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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper

03-17-03 6:12pm

Hey Katie. Don't worry about your parents. Only 2 more years and your free!! Wree! Wree!

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miwako-chan

03-17-03 7:48pm

Aww! *huggles kt chan* That is soo sweet! I love you like my sister! You are the only one i have ^_^ You'll always be my greatest friend!

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