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| tuwang (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2002 at 6:09pm | |
| Current mood: stressed Music: The Vines - I'm Only Sleeping Subject: ahhh |
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| I have about 5,000,000 thoughts going through my head right now. but I don't know. I need to breathe for once, and just, I don't know, not be stressed. I don't have anything to fall to that won't stress me out. I need an exit , but I can't find it. Just something to do that won't make my mind tie in knots. I need to repair things, or do something atleast. It's killing me. I can't bare the thought of not being together. But even when we are together, we aren't. She's always drifting off somewhere else, or watching someone else. She's never with me. Just me, paying attention to me. I don't mean to be selfish, but I just, need a release, and I was hoping for that in her, but I don't get it, all I get is more stress, and a bunch of shit. oh well. |
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peachesncream13 | 05-21-02 8:53pm It's okay, cheer up! I dont like seeing people so upset. Just think, you only have 10 days of school left and then its summer. Plus you have like a 4 day weekend coming up. Just have fun and let all your stress go. Forget about all that shit and just go out and have fun. Wish there was something I could do, but I dont know what to do. Just trying to say some positive things to cheer you up. Smile...be happy and try and have a great day:) |
spud | 05-21-02 9:25pm i could relate to the first part a little bit. you lost me at the second paragraph. i still need to ask you about this whole flirting thing sometime. now's not a good time, i can tell. and i've been weird. just something to consider sometime. mainly a reminder to me. but, yeah. now you know why people do drugs. legal. illegal. doesn't matter. just as long as it takes you away from your problems and difficulties for awhile. i think that's why people get homocidal too. but it's just a theory. yep. i'll shut up now. |
stinko | 05-24-02 7:46pm kevin, i hope you find a release. i also hope you and she will get better. not that, that is to much consolation to you, but i am here for ya. sorry if i sound corny. i can't help it. |