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losttt (profile) wrote, on 3-22-2003 at 5:46pm | |
here's something to think about. (blank space) getthe picture? no one does. it all just a series of repeating cycles. on your death bed you will see what i have long before. it does not matter however. traversing the untimely walls of this world amounts to nothing anyhoo. i'm losing my grip as i trip on anomilies. i'm sick of painting in black and white. i had a crazy dream this afternoon. and i guarentee it is the result of things to come if the course remains unwavering. this trip has taught me something. and that is if someday i have a kid of my own, he will believe in some religion. he will be the typical societal product, rooted in his beliefs and on a set course, so when he dies he can die feeling he has lived for a purpose. yes. he will have a "good" life. he will be my contrast. he will be my purpose. something "good" that i have accomplished. humans are nice beings. and i no longer know what i am talking about. adieu. |
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punkrocktypisch | eyes opened..., 03-22-03 6:38pm so are you now believing that your thoughts on life may be damaging your emotions? im glad you want your kid in the future to have a good life and to believe in things...but you still have time for yourself to believe.
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