05-27-02 1:08am

Please don't do anything like kill yourself!! So many people love you so much, they can't even imagine life without you! Your family and friends love you so much. Ask your parents for help, they can get you help so you are happy in life again! Please don't give up! I am praying for you! God Bless!


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05-27-02 4:24pm

Mle,
Are you okay? I am really worried about you because you said you were going to go try to kill yourself. Did you try? Please let me know that you are okay! I'm praying for you! God Bless!

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Re:, 05-27-02 6:32pm

yea im still alive and kickin. i got talked down by some pretty random people. it was weird.
but i still feel like shit.
and i really gotta ask bc its buggin/irritating me: whats up w/ the anonymous deal? why dont you just leave me a post under your name??
mle

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05-27-02 8:53pm

I always post under anonymous because I don't have an account on woohu.com.

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Re:, 05-27-02 9:43pm

hmm maybe you should get one. :)
mle

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05-27-02 10:08pm

Maybe....for now anonymous works....sorry if it bugs/irratates you tho, I didn't mean for it to. But how are you doing? Better than last night or still really sucky and considering suicide? You told me in one entry that you were hopeless and sucide was the only answer. Please know that is so far from the truth! Don't ever believe that. Things can and will get better as soon as you are willing to admit your struggles and allow people and God to enter your life and help you. It's too hard by yourself, I know. That can make it seem hopeless, but I promise it's not! I am praying for you! God Bless!

"I have the strength for everything through Him who empowers me." Philippians 4:13

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Re:, 05-28-02 10:13pm

hey-
im doin ok i guess. im living :)
i know i need to get other people back into my life, but its hard because everyone has their own problems and most of em dont wanna listen to me (and i dont really blame them). they dont understand, and therefore they dont care and/or they shrug it off. sure, they understad the suicide thing - a lot of my friends are like that. but they dont know anything about eating disorders. not a clue. you probably dont either, but let me tell you- you dont want one.
i think about it all the time - how i wanna just not have to worry about any e.d's, but then i remember why i have them in the first place, and fixing those problems make an e.d. seem like a trivial sacrifice.
i guess its hard to explain.
but im living and thats what counts. i just need to stop disapointing myself.
mle

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