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plainmornings (profile) wrote,
on 5-26-2002 at 12:21am
Current mood: confused
ummm... Ben got his license <-- its bout time considering hes 18. lol anyways he picked me up w/Zach and Paul already in the car.. we drove around aimlessly 4 a while then decided 2 go 2 the beach. It was pretty cold. P'diddle lol anyways then they dropped me off at around 10 and Chris & Brighton were waiting 4 me in my driveway well.. we got lost 4 like 30min going 2 Jason's house and we hung out there 4 a while. Then we went 2 the Kava Bar and wow that stuffs pretty weird. The screen is sooo bright and it tasted yucky. I saw an old friend there and it was cool.. I didn't recoginze him at all.. he recognized me though <-- have I really not changed?? Well... yeah. I'm confused but that might be under whatever i'm on maybe. Blah. Have I mentioned that I love Brighton? If not then I do. Shes the bestest friend anyone could have ::sigh:: Now 4 the confusing part:

Geez I feel obligated 2 come up w/a cool story... I suppose I'll try...

12:20AM.. the day of my birth. I sit here staring at this bright screen thinking (or rather trying to) of the right words to say. Nothing is right anymore.. things have changed and I am the last to know about them. I am stuck with the choice of 2 doors. Which door will I choose? In this long narrow hall full of doors... most too far away. Although there are doors too far away to choose from, there are two which are right here in which I must choose. There is one, a familiar path, a door I have once opened and yet a new door. A door which has never been explored, one that screams "pick me! pick me!" What do I do? I don't know. Will I know? I don't know. Confusing.. i suppose i'm a bit fucked up so excuse my rambling.. Kava feels liek weed hmm... Brightons really fucked up.
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etfoneh0me

05-26-02 12:46am

wait, Ben WASSERMAN just got his license?

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plainmornings

Re:, 05-26-02 12:41pm

Noo... Ben Garbarino. Ben Wasserman isn't 18 yet lol.. anyways... i haven't read your recent entries... you write too much :0)

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LifeisGood

Right, 05-26-02 9:01pm

i cant believe ben got his license! no freakin fair because i want mine! but now at least he can drive noah to my house :o). hehe. right... and vivi... your life is a 24 hour party! i envy you :o)

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plainmornings

Re: Right, 05-26-02 10:09pm

haha.. my life isn't all that great... yeah.. i know, now he HAS to drive Noah 2 ur house :0)

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ThoughtsSurreal

05-27-02 11:22am

i am sorry Vivi. I truly am sorry for being an asshole about this hole thing. you dont deserve to be treated that way and i am sorry that i was the one to treat you like that. do you forgive me? i care about you too much to let this just fade away. i am really sorry about all of this.
<3 Josh

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punkrocktypisch

05-28-02 5:27am

vivi...do u like jason? i dunno its weird how u guys were like....talking alot and now u and josh broke up?

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