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| PinkPenguin (profile) wrote, on 5-28-2002 at 3:22pm | |
| Current mood: i am in a lot of different moods at the moment. Music: Dashboard Confessional-Hands Down Subject: i'm thankful that the school day is done |
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| if i was mean to anyone , or was in a bad mood when i talked to someone today, i'm sorry. I just had a very...crappy day. i wasnt my normal oh-so-happy self today. so sorry. i cant stand josh. i think i'd even go as far to say i hate him. well, not quite, but i really dislike him. he's so inconsiderate of people and their feelings. like many guys, he says things just to get a laugh when really nothing's funny about it at all. he pissed me off last week when he was doing it to brooke and now he says something to me?! (and even erika once)i'm NOT going to put up with it. the thing that sucks is that i'm too nice to say something mean back. which most people take that for me not having a comeback, or me being a wuss. well thats not it, i just dont ENJOY being mean. i DO enjoy being nice. so thats what i try to do. i dont like being rude to people, i dont like hurting people's feelings, i dont like making fun of people, those aren't things i like to do. so even when someone is mean to me, i dont do anything back....maybe i should, but i dont. even though i'm deffinetly not BEST FRIENDS with brooke, i still will stick up for her when people are mean to her. they had no right to fake-ask her to the dance, thats just being crude. these are the things i cant deal with at school this is the reason i hate school. people are so totally and completly inconsiderate of one another and basically it just makes me sick. the fact that people can be so mean. i know that what josh said to me wasnt the meanest thing in the world, and what he said isn't the thing that bothers me the most, the thing that bothers me the most is how he can be that mean, and just sit and laugh but the good thing is, this time he was deffinetly the only one laughing, even when he tried to tell other people what he'd just said, no one found it funny except for him. at least people stuck on my side, instead of his. but seriously people, think about this, don't say dumb things , esspecially about someone else just to get laughs, or to get other people's attention or whatnot. i know what josh said to me deffinetly won't ruin my life or barely affect it, but to someone else who knows? it could. I think that if EVERYONE was just NICE the WORLD would be a BETTER place. a LOT better. :) anyway! here's some lyrics, sorry stef. My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, whichever you prefer. ------------------ ok while complaining about Josh, i need to keep in mind the things i'm thankful for today...they would be....... 1.family 2.friends 3.faith 4.people who actually ARE nice. 5.adam's friendship ok buhbye xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxoxo ps. tomorrow i go to the highschool woohoo!!! |
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AnarchyPenguin | stupid josh, 05-28-02 8:20pm |
AnarchyPenguin | woops hit enter accidently, re: stupid josh, 05-28-02 8:21pm yeah i dont like josh either. If im ever around when hes given u trash, ill be behind u :) |