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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 4-4-2003 at 11:36am
Current mood: ignored/guilty
Music: John C. Reilly - Mr. Cellophane
Subject: if someone stood up in a crowd, and raised his voice way up loud, and waved his arm, and shook his leg, you'd notice him...
Sometimes I think that there's a handful of people of there who even see I'm here, and to the rest, I'm transparent. It's not a truth, but I feel it sometimes.

All I've ever wanted was to be noticed, to have some attention thrown my way.

Why is it so hard to get rid of the character problems that have hampered us the longest? Is it that hard to break a pattern of behavior?

"Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in!" - Al Pacino, The Godfather, Part III
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Leeder5421

04-04-03 2:30pm

yes, it is

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TaoMan1121

Re:, 04-04-03 2:58pm

Things get worse before they get better. Maybe it takes extreme measures to bring about reform. Maybe this temporary optimism will vanish as soon as it appeared.

Everything is impermanent, that's the point to remember. Yet that requires ignoring the present and living in the future, and that's not any better, is it? I'm lost, but I'm strong. Well, at least for this 15-minute period. Maybe some therapy would help.

Hmm... sorry, Ryan, I really didn't respond, I just kind of ranted. Thanks, that helped a bit.

Good lord, I need a vacation.

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