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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 4-6-2003 at 2:06pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Subject: i just give up |
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| do you even get that feeling like your going to be so sick at your stomach that perhaps you'll just throw all your insides up. or that your heart might explode. i've just been lectured on how i'm a bad person. about how people talk about me behind my back. even at church people constantly talking about me. i really don't see the point of anything anymore. just slipping down into a deep bottomless pit sound so appealing. and i can't blame parks because, hey, she's better than me and we take what we can get don't we. just maybe there's a little hole somewhere with my name on it. or maybe i haven't even lived up to that. i'm not begging for prais and adoration, i understand that i am a bad person. i just wish for one moment i could live in someone elses skin. maybe it's time to cut off all outside sources and just let myself fall | |
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| Anonymous | 04-06-03 4:45pm Awww Bekie you are NOT a bad person! I wish I could be there to help you, but since it's spring break i won't see you awhile. You help me so much with my situations (I think you know which specific one) and I love you for it. I'm here if you need me, my email is merrymonaghan@hotmail.com
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