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| miwako-chan (profile) wrote, on 4-6-2003 at 6:30pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: Colour me Blood red Subject: Miwako's beliefs |
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| When we were driving to Wizzywig's I gazed out of my small window to see the tree branches covered in ice. The ice shimmered in the early light, it looked just like diamonds. I gasped in their beauty for a moment until I realized, the ice was killing the trees... Then the thought hit me... That something so beautiful had to be so deadly... It was killing one of the givers of life... a beautiful tree.... Tears flood the heart when I thought this way... I gazed to the sky, it was a pale blue this morning. Puffy gray clouds filled the sky It was like demons trying to cloud Gods view of us and the world... Or maybe God trying to hide heaven from us, until we die.... For some reason whenever I gaze into a blue sky I smile and see a lovers face in the sky... Always smiling back at me... It always makes me smile. While the night sky... I gaze into with wonder... Wondering why God put us on this planet. And wondering if there were others out there in the universe gazing into the sky thinking the same things... I always wonder when I gaze at the stars if I could ever touch one... Or at least dance with them in the sky.... As though I have wings... I also wonder if I will find true love... And when.... will I find it...? Or have I found it already? I have someone who I cried to, and comforted me.... I have someone Itold my fears to, who reassured me telling me "Nothing will happen... We are safe" Someone I have told secrets to, and someone I have even lied to.... But he found the truth in the end.... I wonder if he wonders about the truth as I do? He never looked at me this way before... Maybe he has now... But if he doesn't... I can tell myself I don't need him... And I will try to make this true... No matter if it hurts me to think of now... But with all my prayers I hope I will not have to live on without him.... Maybe someday.... | |
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KTHPKC | 04-06-03 7:14pm there is a fine line between hope and despair...if it were to be cut there would be disaster...
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