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Viper15 (profile) wrote,
on 4-7-2003 at 1:08pm
Current mood: evil
Subject: i cant believe myself
last night i was talking to some friends, and one i had meet for the first time, and by the end of the night talking to him and one other inparticular, i was upset, i had actualy though of doing something to corrupt the individual, i can believe i even thought of it!!! It fills me with rage, but i have to learn to controll it i just want what my friend wants... but at the same time, believeing that eats me up inside, its a dagger to my heart every time his name is brought up. Pain and aggony have run through my life many times, but this....this is diffrent, ive never felt the pain this bad before. still im confident, i have to make it through this i cant just let this eat up my whole life...
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sportsgirl

sorry, 04-07-03 10:04pm

I am sorry hun!

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Viper15

Re: sorry, 04-09-03 9:57pm

its alright...im ganna have to learn to live with it

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