Hey~, 06-02-02 3:30pm

Hey Emily~
I just wanted to say that I
can totally relate to everything
in that post. I too got rejected from
both the principal advisory thing and
the other thing. I seriously was SO pissed
to see that Rinke got it and not you or myself.
I honestly thought you were going to win
and I voted for you, but loosing to Rinke made me want
to go home and kill myself. He didn't even have a
damn speech and our class is a bunch of retards
because they took the thing as a joke and
put his name on there. I really wanted that
position so bad, like you did, and I know that both
of us could have done an awesome job. I was just
so pissed off~and then I get in the car, and was still pissed
off and like crying and my mom had 0 sympathy for
me what so ever. I take rejection SO hard,
and I am so critical of myself that being
rejected not only from one thing, but 2 things
in the same day just killed me.
I hate it how some people have NO idea how
hard people take things and I'm glad that I finally
found someone(you) that cared as much as I do.
I would have loved if you got the spot as treasurer, and think
you would have done an amazing job with all your
ideas~it's too bad Rinke had to get it~I mean, the only reason
he wanted it anways so he could add
it to his long list of "Things I did in Highschool"
Some of us wanted it for real reasons~
Talk to yah later
**~Danielle~**

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Re: Hey~, 06-02-02 3:33pm

Oops~I meant to put that under the
post about sucky friday~I bet you'll get
the point anyways though.
**danielle

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Re: Hey~, 06-02-02 8:37pm

yea.. that rinke thing sucks big time. i *know* he'll do a good job. im just a little pissed that he didnt even have a speech. i agree that people voted for him as joke.
people totally underestimate you though. so many people were like "she looks like a barbie doll!" and that makes you less fit for the job?. they just wish they did too :). lol i know i do. but seriously - they think just because u care about lip gloss and ur such a cutie that u have no brains or responsibility. it makes me so mad. grr. lol. but thats just bs. good thing theres always next year!
mle

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06-02-02 8:19pm

mle~
there are things that are hard and you have to talk to people about them. Bitching doesnt solve anything it just makes you feel better and others feel worse. About the suicide thing you need HELP. Talk to someone or find another way to feel better about yourself and your body. The whole solo dance thing if you dont like your costum then dont wear it because if you dont feel comfortable then you are helpless. hope you feel better.

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Re:, 06-02-02 8:43pm

my dance thing is just a tad more complicated than that. i cant just wander out there in a pair of stretch jeans and a cute tank. it just doesnt work that way.
suicide - yea, i was just overreacting last night bc i was so pissed @ my parents. i mean, yea ive definately had probs w/ it in the past, but thats the past. now is now. when suicide becomes now again, then ill worry about it.

hey, this my journal and if i wanna bitch, i can bitch all i want. no one is forcing you to read it. its not like i can bitch to anyone else.

mle

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