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lilschaub (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2003 at 4:02pm
Current mood: scared
Music: lil' flip this is the way we ball
Subject: what am i doing w/ my life????
well yesterday was the worst day of my life. THE WORST...... well so far and i hope it never gets worse i cant take it. ok hears what happend me and katie went shopping yesterday and we stole some stuff and we got caught but i was the only one who got in trouble and my dad had to come pick me up and i have never seen him so mad. and i have to pay $200 and i have to go to court and i might have to go to juvey. y did i do this iam in so much troulbe i just feel like the biggest failure and alls i have done i cry. me and katie feel like shit and we dont even know wht to do and our parents told us to not hang out anymore but we just can do that. i wish i could just go back and not do it. and i wish my life would just go back to normal. i just dont know what to do today i just well its all i have thought about and my parents dont trust me anymore what am i supost to do. i just think iam such a mess up and i just wnat to forget all this. its my moms b-day and it is a horrible day for her and its all my fault. i have never seen my mom and dad so mad. i made my mom cry i have only seen her cry 3 times and now its 4 u know what its like to make your mom cry. its the most horrible feeling in the world and i dont ever want it again. well iam out i cant talk aabout this anymore.
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oreolicious

i love you!, 04-15-03 4:23pm

katie i love you hun and everythings going to be okay. it does suck and i know that. and your not a big failure u just gotta try and figure out whats wrong hun b/c im worried about you and i told you that before but we never got the chance to talk, but please if u want to talk come to be k. tomorrow im gonna give u so much love!!!(aka:hugs lol nothing more!) your one of the sweetest people i know and you deserve better and if theres anything i can do to help...tell me! love ya-shelby

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Anonymous

04-15-03 7:18pm

dont worry I got caught stealing once, at wal-mart and I had to go to these classes with like 50 other kids who stole and it was very humiliating and we had to ride away in the cop car, but dont worry I dont think your gonna go to juvy just for stealing unless it was something really big which im sure it wasnt you'll be ok

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Anonymous

04-15-03 7:18pm

dont worry I got caught stealing once, at wal-mart and I had to go to these classes with like 50 other kids who stole and it was very humiliating and we had to ride away in the cop car, but dont worry I dont think your gonna go to juvy just for stealing unless it was something really big which im sure it wasnt you'll be ok

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lilschaub

Re:, 04-16-03 11:51am

hey who is this???

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cassieyeo11

I love you!, 04-16-03 7:06pm

katie
hey, hun i love you and i jsut wanted u to know that okay?!? and i dont think that u are a failure either, u just need to figure out where u are headed in life. and know that i am always here for u to talk to or whatever. so if u ever need anything i am here for you.
lov ya- cass

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