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| tuwang (profile) wrote, on 6-5-2002 at 8:00pm | |
| Current mood: heartbroken Music: 311 - Lose Subject: I saw it coming, and I knew that I couldn't keep her, but I tried, and it didn't work out. and I feel like shit. |
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| I saw it coming. i get mad too easy, she never sees me, she likes another guy. I'm jealous. Why can't I keep a good relationship. I always do something stupid. YOU CAN TELL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT, I KNOW IT'S ME. Oh well, I'm back to square one. I'm sure this guys cooler than me, and will treat her better, cuz I can't do it. I'm not sure what to feel. I'm happy for her though, she's following what she feels, and it's exactly what I would have done. But still. eh, I can't whine. It was the best 3 months of my life, and I just wish I could do something , but I can't. I think we could be good friends. Oh well, no bitterness. But *busts into song* It's alright, my heart isn't broken, It's alright, I'm feeling no pain, It's alright, I'm not going crazy , It's alright, It's no big thing. Woo, needed to get that out of my system. oh eyah, and I can see it now, have to show you how the funny thing is that we couldn't have it any other way still it kills me when we say though all we've been through, all the songs that I've sung for you we both know I'm gonna lose you I hate to be alone there comes a time to reap what you've sewn though all we've been through, all the songs that I've sung for you we both know I'm gonna lose you Let's think of all the good times instead of wish we could times so much better that way this is what I ask for, this is what I deserve be careful what you ask for Let's think of all the good times instead of wish we could times so much better that way this is what I ask for, this is what I deserve be careful what you ask for that's a cool song. Hey, anyways, overall I had a half decent day. and I wish people would just tell me, IF you ever happen to date me in the future, please tell me these things before. I just wish I could do something but, I can't, AND LIFE GOES ON. I can't go back to this, TARYN WHO??!! |
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unwanted | :/, 06-05-02 8:45pm It wasn't just you Kevin. It didn't take one of us to end the relationship, it was an effort made by two people. I wouldn't really say effort, but you know what I mean. I had some part, okay a BIG part in everything too. You treated me fine, I treated YOU like shit and don't even try to deny it because we both know that I did. Okay yeah, I do like Jimmy, but why do you say that he will treat me better etc, we're not a couple. We probably won't be either. I just thought it was time to follow my needs for once... to listen to my feelings and actually pay attention to them rather then shutting them out just to make someone else feel better. It kind of wears you down after awhile.
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danibean | :(, 06-05-02 9:11pm feel better. summers here!!!!!!! BEACHES!!! SUN!!!! FUN!!!! that'll cheer ya up! |
spud | Re: :(, 06-05-02 10:27pm come on dani. everybody knows that beaches kick ass, and fun is cool enough, but sun sucks. sun should be enjoyed in moderate amounts and low temperatures. in my world, it would never get over 75 degrees. |
wafflehouse | 06-07-02 11:37am dude...shutup... |