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| kit_katt (profile) wrote, on 4-17-2003 at 9:30pm | |
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| "I suppose this is a new approach to Shina *Sigh and retrieves final glove* I believe that it is time for Shina to take form again, though you will hardly like the acomplishments. Sorry dear Vixen, and my dear Cipher, but there are things that need to be said, that neither of you are understanding. *Sighs again with great pain and desperation*"..."I am not condeming any of you. I would never want to do that. You must understand that I am coming to you as one Christian to another. And I must say that their is little love between any of you. Brianna, yes, she said some very harsh things (and I stress very) but I must admit that I do not completely condem her for it, just how she said it"..."Connie had hurt her deeply, and unlike you believe, she has known Connie since the 8th grade. And I believe that she also made amends with her"..."yes Connie, I just said that some of Brianna's actions were justified. No, you did not just loose your best friend, unless you choose it to be that way. But your actions have become inexcusable. They have gone from harmless fun to dangerous poison. You hurt Brianna greatly, even after both she and I warned you agianst it. You didn't care, and I am now wondering when it will be my time for you to brush off my feelings for your own enjoyment. That is what Brianna meant by you acting like Jackie. You did not even concider her feelings when you were flirting with Steve, you were selfish in your actions and disregarded everything else save what you wanted. I also believe that those actions in themselves are not very Christianly at all. You flaunt yourself, and hold no respect in yourself or your body. That is wrong and not how God intended women to act. I'm sorry that I have to say this, but it seems that whenever I try you just tell me that they are my "beliefs, not yours". I'm sorry that I don't understand when God made up special rules for each person. You are using yourself in a sexual way that is wrong, no matter what Nick says. It is opening doors for temptation (and if I've said it once, I will say it again, sin is fun dear Vixen, if it wasn't, then we wouldn't do it)"..."you must also understand, that you are a Christain, and yes, I know more then anyone else that you are not perfect but that can not be your excuse your entire life. But you also must set certain levels for yourself, controlling that drive is one of them. Connie, you need to deal with these problems instead of ignoring them, this will not just blow over, if anything it is growing bigger, and I'm afraid that things have already gotten out of our control." A new type of Shina That was an entry made a couple months ago, a warning, that, as I have already stated, went unheeded. Now, things have gone out of control. I warned you, Vixen. I really did. But you choose to ignore it, now you are frusterated because you dont' understand what is happening. As the "anonymous" person so kindly put it, read through my journal, you were a topic of many stressful nights. You will find almost all of your answers there. Any other questions, feel free to ask dear. Again, a new kind of Shina |
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Kandy | 04-18-03 8:58pm Kate I'm sorry. That was one entry I never did read. That is why the warning went unheded. I understand now about Brianna, but me being nice and open and me being a flirt is a bit different. I'm sorry I hurt Brianna. I really am. And you really have no idea how much pain and stress and torture these past weeks have been. I hate the thought of losing your friendship, I really do. But I feel as if you've totally turned your back on me. I haven't tried to talk to you or anything because I couldn't stand it. Today because of everything that's been going on... I almost couldn't stop crying. And I've been crying so much lately and it's not like me. I really regret hurting you and her because it pretty much ended our friendship. I'm sorry Kate. I really am.*bows head and backs off* I'll leave you Shina to decide my fate. Kill the feelings now or accept me. I'll try to be a "better person/christian" but maybe that will change who you liked in the first place and we'd be stuck in square one. your move.... |
kit_katt | Re:, 04-19-03 11:06am *Stands still in thought* You need not apologize to me, and I, dear Vixen, am not the one who will be your final judgement. That is God. You need not ask for my forgiveness, but for His, but if you feel you need it, then you have it, as long as you also forgive me. But I do feel that if you want to make things completely right, then you must also apologize to Brianna, and Crystal. She feels very betrayed by you in many ways. So, now that have decided to act on your faith, show the rest of them. And Vixen, I am behind you every step of the way.
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