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| holiday (profile) wrote, on 4-17-2003 at 10:00pm | |
| You know the whole saying about how "you won't miss it till it's gone." Well i feel that way right now. I know most of the time my daddy gets on my nerves a lot, and okay, even when i felt like puking last night and he was sitting at the edge of my bed cracking jokes and making fun of me...even through all that, i still am going to miss him. I don't know why. I hope nothing bad will happen. I mean, when i get a feeling like this...usually...I just hope everything is going to be okay. He'll be back in a couple weeks, right? He'll be back. gosh. I just hugged him tonight and started crying. I couldn't help it. I'm going to miss him so much. I just know it. I miss him already. I love my family, no matter how much I think I hate the things that they say or whatever, the truth is I know if they ever left me I'd be nothing. My neck hurts. We played at Wayland tonight. I was #2. yay. I was nervous. The girls i played were so funny/nice. I'm so glad I didn't get anyone snobby. I shot a 65 tonight, which is...eh, alright i guess due to the circumstances(weather). But yeah, I made my goal of never getting over 10 on any hole. :-) yay. I got home around 9 tonight. My head hurts now too. I think it's from crying. But who knows. I got home and there was a package on my bench in my room. My posters finally came tonight. All 50 of them. yippee. A lot of them were from Jade Tree and TKO Records and stuff. I like them. I think i'll end up doing my room this weekend maybe. who knows. The whole waco story is sad. Sometimes it's just hard to actually think that these sorts of things just happen. This world is awful. I'm pretty sure all the terrible things that happen really outweigh any sort of good things. Nowadays at least. People are horrible. I hate people. The other day I was thinking and i've finally just come to the actual conclusion that religion scares me. I don't know. I've just...my head hurts. i'm going to bed early. |
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happygolucky4646 | 04-17-03 10:26pm where did he go???
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happygolucky4646 | 04-17-03 10:27pm where did he go???
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holiday | Re:, 04-18-03 5:54pm to missouri |