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buttercup954 (profile) wrote,
on 4-18-2003 at 1:40am
Current mood: depressed
Music: i have no idea how this happened but "my girl" is stuck in my head
Subject: i hate everything!
i am so utterly lost. the way the world works pisses me off more than anything! it's all just bullshit, a bunch of fucking bullshit. and i don't care if i have a potty mouth right now. i do realize that there have to be consequences to things, but ugh. i'm so mad. i need to start buying lottery tickets or something. but can i? no, cause my sorry ass doesn't have a job. but if i wasn't so lame an could actually get a job then i wouldn't need to buy the lottery ticket! but yea.
so like cause of the big budget cut here in cali (damn you mr davis!) chaffey's summer classes have been cut like crazy. and i was up for taking just one class (now that i'm stuck here, as billy would say "a rat in a cage") and the only one that is worth me taking is art (duh. it's what i was aiming for anyways) but it's 3 hours a day, four days a week. yea, no thanks. i know my parents really want me to take a class but they can piss off. i'm just going to work ok. even though they really want me to get a job i hope they realize that school is more important but whatever. they're not that bad sometimes but the rest of the time i want them to just shutup and leave me alone. and we all know how this is. but if you see me around, just tell me something positive. thanks.
moby is on tv, i'm going now. then zzzzzzzzzzzz
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lynngrove

04-20-03 6:35pm

Is there anything I can do to help?

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buttercup954

Re:, 04-20-03 11:02pm

hmm i dunno, but thank you for asking :o)
maybe i'll think of something later

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