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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 6-6-2002 at 9:11am | |
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| ouch ouch! darn, my right eye hurts! I think i'm going blind, seriously! okay, i'll shut up about that for now. Okay, he he. I don't know what to say. I suppose i will start this bad boy off with telling you a bit about myself. My name is bekie and i don't like my step-mother. that's right you heard me, i don't like her, not one bit. but i do like the guitar. i like the piano more though. geee, my life is reallly boring. sorry for the stupid language. my eye is really getting me messed up right now. so here's the deal on the woman who is trying to take over my life. i don't know, it's hard to express in words the level of dislike i hold for her. it's just not cool to constantly put a person down. to tell them that their dreams are stupid because you believe in reality. to tell them that they're fat when they weigh like 129 and you weigh 329 and then you have the nerve to tell them the they will be twice your size when they get to be your age. it just pisses me off to no extent. really. and it's not even all me. she has the freakin nerve to treat my sister like this too. i think you'll see more as this journal goes on. today i'm particularly disliking her because she told me that i needed to work more hours at my job. for those of you who don't know me i work at kroger. not because i wanted to ever get a job there, but because she decided that i HAD to get a job there. so here is my week. on weekdays i keep my 4 year old sister from 7am to 5pm. afternoons consist of monday-voice lessons, tuesday- summer chior, wensday- church or free time for me, then thursday friday and saturday i work and sunday i'm at church. maybe it's just me but i feel a bit crowded. then she had the nerve to come in here and tell me that i should be working on tuesday and wendsday too. and then she gets pissed when i tell her what i have to do those days. ohhhh she just makes me so mad. okay, i feel better. anyway, i had a fun day today. i had a little family outing with my two sisters, my aunt and my grandmother. upon keeping Brittany (the youngest of my sisters) during the day, i have decided that i'm so not ready for children. during our little outing she decided to spit this huge wade of gum in macy's. but children will be children. today consisted of, going to O'Charlies, movie, and mall...and the enitre gum spitting thing. i just found out today that my aunt pewee (jennifer, but we call her pewee cause she's 4'11'') is engaged and moving to south carolina. i'm a little heart broken over this. i feel as if just today i've realized what an awosme aunt i have. ohh it's sad. don't you just hate it when you realize these things right at the last moment. like, i always knew she was cool, but i never knew how very very much she ment to me until today. makes me want to cry. anyway, that's all i can really say for right now because my eye still hurts. ouch. okay that's all...leave now |
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| Anonymous | Woo hoo, 06-06-02 11:07pm hey bekie. first to leave you a message! i love how you just go on and on about your step mom. haha thats funny. great entry
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