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| noonecanknow (profile) wrote, on 4-19-2003 at 8:21pm | |
| i was happy at first (key word "was"). i have a boyfriend now. i was happy, then he left, and i talked to the one i didn't choose. and it destroyed me inside. it was like when he had broken up with me. it hurts sooo bad. i just want to blow my fucking head off. i am soo scared. the weather even seems to reflect what i am going though. -stormy -lighting -muggy -grey -gloomly the pain is destroying me inside. but i must press on. i must wait until the storm passes. the storm will pass, and i know more will come. but i must go on. i can't hold back. i have to keep going. i know i am repeating that, but i need to. a part of me regrets what i did, but a part of me doesn't. i dont know what will happen, but no matter what happens. i will keep going on. i must. i will. the descion has been made, i just wish he would live a little closer. so now who ever reads this should know who i am chosen. i dont regrete it, i just wish this pain would go away. |
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jim9nin | 04-19-03 10:50pm you can talk to me anytime u know i'll be hear to listen |