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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 4-20-2003 at 10:37pm
Current mood: not sure
Music: Pretty pathetic- the ataris
Subject: She used to call me baby softly sometimes
I haven't been writing in here.. i dont know why
Basically i was rejected last night ( he said "lol" he said he didnt want a relationship.. [but he wanted to crush an innocent girl] ) and im not so numb anymore.
My mantra last night was "it's the end of the world as we know it and i feel fine"
I dont feel too fine anymore
Its those stupid moments when he is being funny or stupid when i realize how much i liked him.. like him.
Its over.. damn it its over. And im on the verge of tears again. But i wont cry. I'm too strong for that.
"I should have seen it was over and left it alone but i had to go on embarrasing myself."
Please comment im at a loss for words
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wannabe

04-20-03 10:47pm

it's a momentary lapse. either way i still feel like a proud soccer mom and this is good... taking leaps and making strides over another hurdle. we'll get through it all together <3 u

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justlikeyouimagined

04-21-03 4:07pm

man im so proud of you. i wouldnt ever tell a guy i liek him without being sure.... what you did is inspirational..and so you dint get the guy this time.. but there is always next time... and the time after that... and soon enough youll find the right guy. and youll be happy.

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ali-baba

poor kid, 04-21-03 4:27pm

I actually feel bad for him...that's right..not you. The poor guy is gonna wake up in 20 years and think to himself "hm..so here I am alone and the only thing i have come close to kissing is my trumpet" I've seen it before..band syndrom, happens to the best of them. And the worst part is he'll be walking around one day and see you and your super hott emo husband and little emo children and think "damn it why'd I have to be such a noob and miss out on that foxay thing over there" Yes poor poor jason.
<3 allison

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blueyed

Re: poor kid, 04-21-03 5:50pm

Serves you right, your too gd damn hot for him.

...heres to the real world, and it only gets better

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