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imation (profile) wrote,
on 6-10-2002 at 7:32pm
Current mood: anxious
Music: dispatch "mission"
Subject: you got another thing comin....
i just put lillian on a plane 20 minutes ago.... and its really sad for some reason this time. usually its ok, i'll see her in 6 days, but this time... its like i don't think i'm moving back and this still doesn't feel like my home. bringing a part of home into this place makes it worse after she leaves.

but saturday night was one of the worst nights in a long time. i went to a horrible graduation party and the only person at the party i truly liked ignored me, then called me later to tell me how much of a bitch i had been to not talk to him. sigh. and then in my bad mood, i came home and got into a fight with my mom which only rendered me with a swollen, red face, and a wet pillow.

i hate and miss lowell at the same time. how is that possible??

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leftofcool

06-11-02 3:27pm

why the swollen red face?

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imation

06-11-02 3:55pm

guess.... it hasn't happened since begining of 8th...

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