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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 4-24-2003 at 7:49pm
Current mood: distressed
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Subject: Whatever



I am sick of all the back talking. They are our group. We don’t need to be talking behind people’s backs. These people are supposed to be our friends? Why don’t they act like it? This doesn’t concern some of you; so don’t worry too much about it. Some people are making others feel bad. And even if they feel bad for a stupid reason or more likely for a reason you don’t understand don’t continue. Say you’re sorry. Don’t do it again. Why make certain plots about people? Yeah..It sounds funny sure but it’s not right, its mean. Even if you are joking, you’re still plotting behind their back. I don’t understand why people continue. Do they feel that ignorant that they have to plot and make fun of other people? Its ok to do it to maybe people who aren’t are friends but when you sit there and make fun of someone who’s sitting no more than 3 seats from you…that’s taking it a step further. Its not funny anymore. It never was. I’m tired of feeling like I can’t trust anyone. I hear you talking about people and how do I know you don’t talk about me like that? It’s all so stupid and I’m not the only one who’s felling like this. There are others.

Why continue to put up with it? I wont. Many wont. Next year- I’m not going to lie, I probably won’t even hang out with half of you. Again…this only concerns some of you. But don’t feel like I’m being the bitch, its going to be your fault that people are starting to drift away from you. Its because people are being incompetent…. its so middle school, and if you are like that now…Chances are you’re not going to change.

I hate school. I hate most of the people. Yeah our school isn’t that bad but its still bad. School sucks. What ever happened to being nice? What ever happened to being nice to your friends?

School sucks ….I can’t say that I have ever really had “fun” at school.

I need to find at least “some” new people goddd. When will people get a fucking clue?!?!?

I need to finish my U.s. History homework. This is the first time I’ve ever waited that long to do it. I’m slipping. I need to at least devote some of my mind to homework. Lately I’ve been going home and sleeping. Sleeping all the way through dinner. Sleep is good…sleep makes you forget everything. I was sleeping today and I had a dream that Theresa, Lindsey, and I were eating alone at lunch and I bought Lindsey lunch. It wasn’t dreams where people were talking…it was like everyone knew what people were saying without talking…weeirdd. Its funny that I was buying Lindsey lunch because I owe her like a new car lol. That reminds me, I will bring like 10$ tomorrow and pay my library fines. ANDD I have to turn in my spring picture money.

Screw you guysss..i’m going to finish my homework.




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Anonymous

no subject, 04-24-03 8:47pm

hey, this is amanda. I think it is rude to critisize your friends, i mean if you mock them then you obviously don't like them enough to respect them. I admit i do mock people, that i dislike or something but i do not mock my friends, least not that i realize. If i ever do then you have ot like slap me orsomething because, liek i said, it is really rude and dis-reaspectful. I love you amy!

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sheels21489

04-25-03 6:23am

I'm pretty sure I knowwhat you're talking about with the plotting thing and you know we're joking Amy, we would never do that to one of our friends and I would honestly hope you would know that about us by now.

And since you're being honest I guess most of us don't even expect you to hang out with us next year, I can't speak for everyone but some of us still think you're just using us to get throug missdle school. I hate being used like that. You know I'm not like telling you to leave because I really don't want you to! but I didn't exactly expect that you were gonna stay with us since you were 'so much happier' with those other people.
Dont criticize what you don't understand Amy. None of us liked to be judged, especially by a friend. And you continue to do so day in and day out.

P.S. you already have found many new people

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thedarkerside

Re:, 04-25-03 3:14pm

First of all..I'm not even going to touch this one. Amanda- Did i say that i was mocking people? I never saw that or have said ne thing so I dont know where thats coming from...


Sheely- You couldnt be any further off...and i wasnt talkin about the plotting thing.
And as for the whole "using" people thing...i'm not even going to fuckin go there.For you to even thinking that......psh. As far as my comment went with the whole "i'm not to sure if i'll even hang out with some of you" comes from all the back talking that has been going on...

So whatever...all i can say is that I really have nothing else to say and that you really cant judge a book by its cover.

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Anonymous

just a surfer of random journal.., 04-27-03 4:49pm

okay, so i don't know if this 'thing' between friends is still going on..but why the heck would amy, or anybody in this case use someone to 'get through middle school' i'm sorry, but that's the stupidest thing i have ever heard of. to me it seems like you people are all gaining up on amy. i dont' know the whole story, hey, i don't even know any of you, i'm just 'surfing in' from random journal. and i don't want to know how old amy's friends' are because i might be surprised if i guessed that you are 9 or 10 and you really are 15 or whatever, because that's exactly what i was thinking. anyways, on a note to you all-even if people aren't you're friends gives you NO right to make fun of people at all. why the heck would you make fun of people because of their looks? that's just being shallow, seems like you would do it just to make yourslef look and feel better. amy, i hope everything with you friends works out, and i also hope that they realize that they are probably using you, just to have 'another' in the group. amy, do what you wish, you sound smart, DO NOT let your little friends who have NO clue about life push you around? okay?

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