04-25-03 2:07pm

whys that?

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Re:, 04-27-03 7:09pm

bc of a conversation i had w/ marcus that really opened my eyes up. when i grow up, i want to be successful. success and pride are things that are so important to me. yet i have neither. when he grows up, all he wants is enough money to live on and someone hes in love with. thats what i used to want, but i havent had a mutual love in so long...
and seeing lauren and booty together make me realize how lonely i really am.

but im just being selfish and stupid. i know i have stuff to be thankful for so i stay mum most of the time.

mle

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