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lil_bill06 (profile) wrote,
on 4-25-2003 at 2:52pm
Current mood: tired yet stupid
Music: anything by audioslave
Subject: whatever
Yeah so today sucked bigtime. They cancled softball practice which is cool cuz my arm hurts. But it sucks, Rob hates me and everone is trying to talk me out of suicide. I wish that things would go back to how they were before I got my depression. I was so opptimistic and carefree. Now I'm very pesimistic and to myself. I hate being alone but yet I can't stand being around people. They all think that I'm happy, but I do what I can just to please others. I don't care about myself I just want people to leave me alone about whats wrong and shit. If you want to know then get to know me. Otherwise leave me the hell alone.
Yesterday I got a hug from Addison. I don't think that he was expecting it though. It was cool. We also lost another softball game yesterday. We really need to win a game. We haven't won one all year. well I'll write more later. LYSYB
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sugarjackj

04-25-03 6:51pm

Katie i know what im gonna say is gonna make you roll your eyes and say "yea whatever" but im going trough the same thing right now, and for the past 3 years. Well all i have to say about suacide is if it works man people miss you, but if you try and it fails it sucks so much. Believe me.

Katie you seem like such a cool person. I think i would like to know you a little better ( not in that way you crazy dutch bastard ;) really you sound like me. Before you go and do anything permanint talk to me, if only for just a moment. I have a really good thing of getting people to get two sides more than one. ok? please call me. 696-3449

*~*jacki*~*

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jim9nin

04-25-03 8:53pm

Katie r u sure you just don't want me to leave you alone??

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Atman

04-25-03 9:05pm

lol, yea that kinda threw me off.
Me:Hey, she's putting her arms around me...whats it mean? Quick, throw your arm around her, maybe that'll work.

Don't feel bad about not winning a game. I've played soccer two years and combined I've had...maybe...5, 6 wins?



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jim9nin

Re:, 04-25-03 9:27pm

maybe it'll work

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