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Jessika (profile) wrote,
on 4-27-2003 at 6:08pm
Current mood: sad
Music: silence
Suicide
No one loves u. They never did.They were pretending the entire time. They tolerated u and that was all. When u say "ive had enuff" and "i just give up", they rejoice silently. u no they do. Then they attempt to stop u. U no they coodnt kare less and r just tryin to be a good sumaritan. So u end it all, and evryone is so much happier.

But imagine it from a different perspective.

One of ur best friends, one of the loves of ur life, the only one u kan tell evrything, is saying no one wood kare. They r a waste of evryones time. They wont listen to u when u say u reelly do kare. they just go on with krazy shit like its reelly gonna be better without me, if i just go now. U tell them u luv them, and u DO kare, but they claim they give up and have had enuff. Ur in tears telling them NO, but they go on with "Bye, FOREVER" Then they leave and u imagine the wost. U might as well join them. There is no use goin on with no reason to live.
we have come back to the beginning of this now. It is a never ending cycle untill sumbody kan finally stop it.
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roxanne

wow, 04-27-03 8:29pm

that was pretty i enjoyed reading it who did ya steal it from ? (jokes) it very pretty

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silversoldier

hrrmmms..., 04-28-03 6:49pm

I want to say it's great, and I want to say it's bull.... Just the situation I'm in these days.... cycles... seems that we live with too many of those right now... but break the wrong one and it's all over..... Time for me to do something important.... HEAHHAHAHA!!!

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Jessika

Re: hrrmmms..., 04-30-03 7:34pm

uhhh...nicko? kan i ask xactly wut u and ur maniacaculnesses went to do? wow, does that word make sense??hmm

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