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| silversoldier (profile) wrote, on 4-27-2003 at 9:38pm | |
| Current mood: not blank, but something with fire Music: no longer matters... Subject: such a free spirit... such a dead spirit |
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| I'm tiring myself to a great degree. I can no longer spend all my time as a fucking mediator. My work is not appreciated. Not wanted. This world is defeating me again. Not the person I expected either. Those of you who know Schylar's journal, check out what she and I have written.... I don't want shit from anyone else, unless it's left on her journal. What I need right now is a word of encouragement. I don't think what I'm doing is working.... Is meant to be right. Maybe I need to let Schylar go... but she could seriously be saved... if that's what it should be called.... I just hope she sees which way she's digging..... It was hard to think I loved her..... It was harder to argue against it.... And it's so fucking hard to let her destroy herself now. But maybe it's even worse to think I had a part in her demise..... well fuck, shit.... there isn't a curse severe enough, intense enough to show what I feel.... just Death laughing again..... shit... I'm going to sleep... bye | |
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roxanne | dont give up on her, 04-28-03 8:05pm nicko i encourage you greatly please try and help her ive tryed before and its been no use maybe she could use sum help from anthor perspective please nicko try your hardest and i will find a way to help no matter what it takes! im determind on this one to never let it fail! |
Anonymous | Re: dont give up on her, 04-28-03 9:39pm I dont want ur help roxanne,not from someone that I'm not even fiends with and want nothing to do with,so leave me alone.As for you Nick I find it fascinating that someone who knows so little about me wants to help me as much as you do.Roxanne you never tried helping me you just listened and said,"oh." |
| roxanne | Re: Re: dont give up on her, 04-29-03 6:27pm well since i have recently learned you want nothing to do with me at all not even the food off of my tray im not even going to repli to this one the arguing stops now and the ignorance begins |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: dont give up on her, 04-29-03 8:16pm ha!!! |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: dont give up on her, 04-29-03 8:17pm i guess uve been reading my journal. |