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| jedibumblebee (profile) wrote, on 6-12-2002 at 2:50pm | |
| Current mood: frustrated Music: Dashboard Confessional- Age Six Racer Subject: So long, sweet slumber...I fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away... |
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| I seriously would not question it if you told me the world had suddenly gone insane. So I'm totally boy crazy my entire life, everyone knows that about me. And never, never never are they interested in me in a way I would like them to be. I'm a dorky nerd, I admit it and everyone knows it. But ALL OF A SUDDEN, dorky nerds go on Kmart Blue Lite special or something. There's a high demand. I seriously think if one more person pulls out the "I've had a crush on you all year but somehow in all of your desperate searching and my own aimless wandering I forgot to mention it to you..." I WILL KILL THEM. Ok, that's probably a lie. But seriously, how ridiculous. I become a hot ticket item two months before I am totally out of here. I live here for the good portion of 18 years and it doesn't kick in until NOW. I mean, I don't mean to sound like this is a problem for me. Although in a way it is, I'm sure things could be a lot worse. It's just too darn weird. And I don't really know what to do about it. On a somewhat similar note, to those of you who declare your love for me over AIM, you may notice a new addition to my profile. The new clause is in order to cut down on crappy plans and being stood up. All date plans will now require confirmation phone calls to assure their validity. My phone number is in the book, the only Cedar Springs numbers belong to me....the one that starts with a 2 is the main line. It's not that difficult. Really. Good god, I won't settle. I never settle. And no one is perfect yet. There's qualities still missing. So I don't know what to do. Running isn't my strategy either. Because if I came back, everything I ran from would still be around. Maybe I'm not approaching things the right way, but honestly I don't know my way. This doesn't happen to me. |
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70billion | hi, 06-13-02 12:21am i have had a crush on you all you but forgot to tell you.................................You know im kidding but i just had to say it
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