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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 4-28-2003 at 6:02pm
Current mood: pissed
Music: none
Subject: Still pissed
I'm just so pissed. God Big deal that they wouldnt let me go right? This is the 5th time that I'm not able to go anywhere without any explanation. They always say its because I have stuff to do. Bull shit. I always end up sitting on my ass with not a fucking thing to do. Now tell me why I cant fucking go.

I have to almost stop breathing so I can hear my mom bitching to my dad about me. How I cat like I dont care. How I never do anyhting around the house, How she had to clean the bathroom for once lastnight, How she thinks I lied and just threw all my clothes in the basement to make my room look clean.

I'm suffering right now. I'm sick of never being heard. I'm sick of never being allowed to do anything. Doesnt she ever think to step out of her own selfish existance to think that maybe I dont want to be stuck in the house with her. School is my first hell that last almost 7 hours. But then to have to go home and spend 17 hours with my asshole mom and my jackass dad and my dumb ass sister...I cant take it. I hate being locked up. Well for that matter I'm not eating tonight..nore the night after ...or the night after that...or the night after that...prove a point that i'm not going to listen to them for the rest of my life.See how they like that.

But the way. She says to me "you wouldnt have been able to go anyways. you dont have any money."

Mcdonalds cost 3$ for one person if even that.

She wouldnt even waste that money on me. She just wanted to sound like she was right.

Hypocrite

I hate you mom.

I'll neve love you.

Egostistical Fucking asshole.
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