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| charlessumnerthatsickfuck (profile) wrote, on 4-28-2003 at 11:14pm | |
| I find myself spiraling downward into a pit filled with sewage of the heart. I need to clean up my act. I'm not a bad person, just brutally honest. It's everyone else who is decievingyou. this is why i have only one friend. i'm appalled by myself even. i can change. some asian 32 year old is trying to sell me drugs over the internet, better take care of that before i cleanse my soul. I don't appriciate people enough. I'm concerned for my friends, for my enimies and all in pergatory. Chrissy, what is uP? how is your new job? how is line dancing, do you have a romantic life? Kate, i love you dearly, but what is angring you sooooooooooo much that you have no disire to embrass your christian beleifes that inspire everyone around you? K-t, i need my pants back, those weren't a party favor, how are the babys Lisa, i'm glad you had a good final prom. Best of luck in the years to come. You don't have to be your parents, you can excel Ron -if you even woohu- everyone has already excepted you for who you are. Don't be afraid, this will separate very few, and it's their loss. to all who have enjoyed convo and life with me, e-mail, write a note, or woohu, i care, i want to hear about your day, your triuphs and failures. that is all we are. |
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Tina | Re, 04-29-03 6:27pm thanks for careing girl, lifes a peach, I am enjoying line dancing it couldn't be better;).At the moment work is going pretty smooth, but somedays I do wonder.....but don't we all. Nope I am currently single at the time and pretty happy to......no one to piss me off, but don't worry soon that will change. Thanks for asking though;)!
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charlessumnerthatsickfuck | Re: Re, 04-30-03 9:19pm i"M glad that you have found a niche of enjoyment, even if it is just temporary. That is all that life is, finding what makes you happy, who excepts you faults and sharing moments of love. I found a mement just a few minutes ago. no, not w/ mysef. Sicko. No, my cat crawed up on my lap, a disire for attention from a loved one was his only goal. He brightened my day by simply enjoying and disireing my attention. Are you ever afriad of dying alone? i am, not of dying, but being so wrechted that no one would ever consider me as a compainion. oh well, rebuttel?
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mysticdaydream | 04-29-03 9:40pm geez, baylee...that was pretty depressing. you say that you could change. why would you want to change? I'm sure that 32 year old Asian loves you just the way you are! you're concerned about people? You're a better person than i am. People tend to suck alot of the time. I've done my share of worring about others. it's not worth it. all you can do is what they'll let you. Maybe that's just the bitch in me, i don't know. I love my friends, but you can only do so much. don't have concern for other people, all you'll do is give yerself a stroke. then i'd have to be concerned about you! i applaud you for your forthcoming of opinions and good heartedness nature. we need more of that, but sometimes we must worry about only those that are real close and ourselves. that...is all we are. |
charlessumnerthatsickfuck | Re:, 04-30-03 9:24pm I agree. WE are selfish, but part of my selfishness is that i want to contact and help other people, to make them feel important. I have an idea that more of life is what dogma suggests. Life is just a serires of moments, connections. That is what we need. or at least i do. Thank you step h so being so logical, talented, and understanding, comprehending, and interpreting insaintiy. And your honesty, it's funny b/c it's true!!! |
mysticdaydream | 04-29-03 9:47pm ps, i love that crazy guy! is that a self portrait? I'm just kidding! hardy har har |
charlessumnerthatsickfuck | Re:, 04-30-03 9:12pm YEs, as a matter of fact! |