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| danibean (profile) wrote, on 4-30-2003 at 10:24pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Subject: i know a hundred times i'm supposed to forget..... |
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| okay, so ryan has been home from florida for almost a week now. no, i have not spoken one word to him. i tried callling but nooo...he was sleeping plus he hasn't been online. i just want to die. yeah yeah, i know i'm supposed to move on but you don't understand how i just can't. ryan has every single little thing i've ever wanted in a guy. he's like, a home made guy. if that makes sense. if i could make a guy, he would come pretty dern close i tell ya. and yeah, i just miss him sooooooooooo much. it happens. aw shit...i just realized today was the 8 month anniversary of not seeing him. woo hoo. like i really wanted to remember that. not. i just had a crappy day. but wow.....just think...exactly 8 months ago was probably one of the best days ever. like, i can't even think about it because i remember everything so vividly. and when i think about it, my heart literally hurts inside. anyways, enough depressing for today. i need some cheering up so i'm going to say this for the first time in my journal. leave a comment if you love me :) it'll cheer me up, trust me. | |
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