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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 6-13-2002 at 11:15pm | |
| Current mood: cold Music: if i loved you Subject: the biggest fight ever |
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| ohhh man. i think it was this last monday that my step-mom and i got into the biggest fight ever. so my sister was over at my house and so was my step-mom\'s grand-daughter, amber. so amber and my sister, brittany were playing. brittany did something to make amber mad and she took her little cheap sunglasses and said \"if you don\'t stop i\'ll break them, seriously.\" of course my sister wouldn\'t stop and i was like, \"well brittany, she told you. you can either stop or have broken sunglasses.\" and then i went on talking to alyssa on the phone. so amber throws the glasses on the ground several times but the darn things just wouldn\'t break. so finally she does something, i wasn\'t really watching but the result was broken glasses. so brittany is crying and amber is trying to fix them and i\'m like \"it\'s okay, it\'s not your fault.\" because she was really upset about hurting brittany\'s feelings. i think amber finally got enought of brittany\'s crying so she went with my 12 year old sister nikie into her room. well, brittany follows them and tries to go in there but amber tells her that she is not her friend anymore and to get out. so i took my once again crying sister out of the room, still talking away to alyssa on the phone. my step-mom was sitting in the chair. she asked what was wrong and i started my story with \"amber threw her glasses and broke them\" and that\'s when it started. this woman just blew up at me. she yelled \"amber did not throw the glasses and break them\" (or something to that nature, i can\'t remember word for word.) \"then she started to say \"i know you just hate amber!\" so i go outside and we yell somethings back and forth. then she goes back inside and i tell alyssa, who is still on the phone, all that happened. then my step-mom comes back out to fight with me some more. i was extreamly pissed at this point. i seriously do not think i have ever been so mad in my entire life, ever. the first thing to go through my mind was \"let her have it. she is asking for it\" because usually i try not to fight with my step-mom and i just let her yell at me and i don\'t say anything and i go away. this time i let all of my anger out. so we are screaming at each other like mad and she keeps on saying \"get off the phone!\" and i was like i was, but alyssa was still on there. i really didn\'t want to hang up on her because i felt as if she were there listening to all that was going on, then i would have someone who was like my witness and who could back me up. so the fight gets more and more heated and she totally turns to the subject of how i won\'t hang up the phone and i got so pissed and i just wanted her to shut up that i just hung up on alyssa (sorry about that.) see, it\'s really weird, anytime i\'m fighting with my step-mom, i feel as if i need alyssa there for some reason. i usually back down and let her push me around, but when al is there and i can hear her saying \"get her bekie, get her\" then it just makes me want to stand up for myself more and more. this time i couldn\'t hear her and personally i think she was a bit freaked out, i don\'t really know because i haven\'t talked to her since then, but it was like i didn\'t need her to stand up for myself or something...it was weird. but anyway the climax of the fight came right after that when all of those things that i think about her came out of my mouth for the first time. i told her that i thought she was the biggest hippocrait(sp?) in the world and some other stuff. the i just coulnd\'t take it anymore so i just grabbed my sister and started to walk away from the house. i stayed away until all the crazy thoughts of how i was going to run away right then and there and trying to think of where i was gonig to go left my head. i finally came back and i appologized to her. why you ask. because she was planning on draging my dad into this and really, i can\'t stand it when she does that because i love my dad so much and it\'s just too much pain to try and tell him what really happened but have him believe her simply because she has him so wrapped around her fat finger. okay, but i\'m getting away with myself. that\'s it, i\'m not going to let myself get mad about it anymore or let it control my life because i don\'t want to fight with her anymore. i just want to live this last freaking year with her and then just get out and get out for good. and i just don\'t want anymore trouble. wow, i feel much better now. but here\'s the thing that i thought was funny, she said that the whole reason she was mad was because i had told alyssa what had happened and supposedly that\'s wrong. well, she does it with her friends so i suppose we can both be wrong together. i appologized for it anyway. when i finally came back to the house amber had went out and bought brittany a new pair of sunglasses and they were both friends again. i thought that was sweet. i really have nothing against amber, she\'s one of the sweetest children that i know. it\'s just my step-mom has to obsesivly defend her. it\'s crazy. well, she wasn\'t mad at me. she was actually very upset because of the glasses and i kept on telling her that it wasn\'t her fault, which it really wasn\'t, brittany had it comming. so the day ended alright. everything is peacefull in my house once again. i can\'t wait until i get out of here. well, that\'s all i have to say for now. it\'s almost midnight and i really need to sleep. bye |
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HipHulaGirl | Here's a thought..., 06-14-02 12:28am Your step mom and both of my parents are like crackheads or something... why dont they all move into my house... and all of us and your dad will live at your house... Then we'll be happy... and they can have their neverending bitch-fests together!
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| Anonymous | whoa, 06-14-02 5:35am hey bekie...yeah that was some fight i heard on the phone...i was alittle freaked. thought maybe i would hear gunshots or something goin on...just think though one more year and were outta here! (whoa that rhymed)
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showgirlsweetheart | 06-15-02 7:01pm Always fight back Beckie. You'll be out soon enough.
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