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rockon14 (profile) wrote,
on 5-1-2003 at 10:17pm
Current mood: confused
sometimes i feel as though there is something eating me alive. I feel as though everyone who was ever close to me is being taken away. I want to freeze everything, just to stop it from all going wrong again.

For once in my life I would like to be truly important to someone else in the world. It's all around me but I just can't grasp it. Like none of this was ment for me.

I have to remember the things I have forced myself to understand. There is no earthly love for me. I am bound to be alone. I can't believe I actually let myself forget for a moment when it's always so clear.

Anytime I let anyone become important to me they always leave. I should do myself a favor and stay away.

I have to remeber.
Even the friends never stay.
I must never forget that again.
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Music_Chick018

05-01-03 11:26pm

the people that matter do. I am always here for you.. you know that.

-Lys

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Anonymous

05-02-03 11:15pm

I love you Bekie! You're my senior~

Love
Laura

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