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| mle (profile) wrote, on 6-15-2002 at 12:53am | |
| Current mood: tired, worn out (from absolutely nothing) Music: a similar notion - take me under (they're a kickass local band from byron center) Subject: chillin w/ the crew |
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so tonight steffen, kelly, brad and chelsey came over. we watched golf. golf! on a friday night! "well its summer, what do you expect?" hell-o! summer is supposed to be party party party! i guess that's what tomorrow (er, tonight) is for :) party in coopersville! but i actually enjoyed just hangin out w/ people for once. normally i get all anxious and on-edge when we have no plans. but it was cool tonight. except the whole steffen and kelly thing. not going there! its not right! maybe its just me, but i really think brad is kinda a player. not totally, but a little. hes so all about sex now. in a way, im glad im not involved w/ him now that he's changed, but then again im sad that he had to change and i long for him to go back to how he was. i curse myself for the many mistakes i made while w/ him, but theres still a little part of me that loves him. i mean, the kid is such a cutie. not to mention funny as hell. he's the type you cant help but crush on. everyone loves brad. (but brad doesnt love everyone). idk where im going with this. oh, and since when are all these people having sex?! me and chelsey were talking about all these couples having sex that i had no idea - katie and mark, bridget and jerry, jill and her boy (well, i knew that...), elyse and rocky. lol - chels said she thought alex was a hoe because shes been fingered like 6 times by random northview guys. brad was like "eh, fingering is nothing" and im thinkin "hmm i wonder what she thinks of me..." omg, did i tell you guys how i ran into one the guys i met on spring break?! so i went to a movie w/ laura and chris at the mall. standing in line behind us was this kid in a hooters shirt from gulf shores, al. YEA - i have a picture of him and me! um.... lets jsut say i was a little crazy that night.... :) like.. 46 mardi gras beads crazy.... i *knew* this would happen! i avoided him - laura would kill me if she knew what i did, lol. god, i just hope i dont run into any more - like cheerleading or something. how embarrassing would that be? "hey - ive got that cheerleader on tape!" oh my god. lol. but i dont regret any of it. i wish i would have lived it up a little more in spring break, actually, but thats just me... so. sex. im really curious now about who has and hasnt. idk why. on stern tonight, some chick was like "im a virgin" and brad's like "wow, that sucks" and steffen agreed. im thinkin... hmm who else isnt a virgin anymore? i dont even know! most of my girl friends arent really active in that way. at all. lol im by far the biggest hoe of all of em, and even i havent had sex *surprise surprise to some people* idk. im glad i havent. i mean, i was thisclose to w/ mark -- when i was 13. 13! crazy-young! it never really came up w/ brad - we were only together like 3 months and we didnt really do much at first. who knows. right now there are like no guys. lol brad told steffen to come w/ him to a kenowa party and he'd get him a girl - i asked him if hed get me a guy :) blah blah blah i dont feel like doing anything. not sleep, not sittin here, not talking to anyone. nothing. this entry has gone on long enough. time to bust. mle |
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drunkslut | 06-16-02 2:45pm i havent had sex~came kinda close a couple few times, but i still be a virgin! there ya go |
| mle | Re:, 06-16-02 3:18pm lol yea i knew about u. and chels. and some of the obvious people like carrie and rikki, but i never really thought about who *was* before. just who *wouldnt* do anything.
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| drunkslut | Re: Re:, 06-16-02 4:44pm im jealous~boner is so dreamy! yea right! |
| **danielle** | Re: Re: Re:, 06-21-02 9:22pm I've gotta say, I knew for sure about Katie and Mark...
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