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| JediBumblebee (profile) wrote, on 5-3-2003 at 10:45pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Moe Loughran- Anymore Subject: i dont want to hold you anymore... |
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| it was just so strange to see him, and to know he was there looking for me.. its like, i still find him attractive, and i still enjoy his personality...but its nothing like the longing i had before. maybe its true that you want what you cant have....only right now i want what i have and only what i have, who i have... my brain flips back over the memories that i had with him, and i feel like they were with someone totally different...he's not the guy that i liked...i look at his face, and i never kissed him, even though my brain knows that its a thousand times a lie. and i wonder if he dressed up to impress me. i could tell he was trying to make me jealous. but i really dont think it worked. i really didnt think i'd be secure enough to handle it like this. i was afraid i would fall. |
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Rasbryjamdeltav | 05-03-03 11:50pm Good for you Stef. Jason is a billion times better looking and at least gajillion times cooler anyways!!!
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mbenznut | 05-04-03 1:33am Could you explain this to those of us who are completely confused? Thanks. |
JediBumblebee | Re:, 05-05-03 9:59pm drunken internet conversation with exboyfriend goes something like this:
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TaoMan1121 | Re: Re:, 05-06-03 12:27am PhoxxPhire (11:47:30 AM): so i will see you there and my heart will break every time i see youç
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