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danibean (profile) wrote,
on 6-18-2002 at 9:58pm
Music: ben harper- roses from my friends (no it\'s not the ONLY ben harper song i listen to)
Subject: eh..
summer doesn\'t feel like summer. i\'ve been so busy with all this piano, flute, drumline stuff.. i haven\'t had time to have FUN! i have to practice each thing everyday. and mom makes it feel like a chore.. she rags on me to practice like i\'m not going to or something. i will..but i hate her making it feel like work. i just need to get out of the house for a while. and spend some time with my friends. i dunno... i did some venting to taryn today...she\'s such a sweetie. thanks taryn for listining to me

volleyballchix8: i just needed someone to talk to :-)
put me t0gether: Well talk away, is something wrong?
volleyballchix8: i guess.. i don\'t know
put me t0gether: Well what is it honey?
volleyballchix8: it\'s a bunch of things... it\'s my mom, my friends, my summer..
put me t0gether: are you gonna be alright??? *hugs*
volleyballchix8: i hope so :-\\
put me t0gether: I hope so too.
put me t0gether: I\'m hear if you want to vent, don\'t hesitate okay!
volleyballchix8: k..thanks
put me t0gether: You\'re welcome sweetie.
volleyballchix8: it\'s like... it doesn\'t feel like summer to me
put me t0gether: go on
volleyballchix8: i\'m not having any fun... and it feels like i can\'t have fun
put me t0gether: aww
volleyballchix8: i\'m taking piano and flute lessons and i have drumline.... and i have to practice for each every single day
put me t0gether: :-(
volleyballchix8: and i just get tired of it because my mom makes it feel like a chore
volleyballchix8: and it shouldn\'t be
put me t0gether: it should be fun...
volleyballchix8: it should be..but it\'s not...and all she does is rag on me to practice and do this right
put me t0gether: if you ever wanna get away from stuff and take your mind off things, you can always come here and we can have a \"girls night\" that always makes ME feel better for a little bit, so you never know.
volleyballchix8: that sounds wonderful
put me t0gether: You just say the words and I\'ll make plans.
put me t0gether: We can rent movies and eat junk food and whatnot. It\'d be fun.
volleyballchix8: aw...thank you so much!
put me t0gether: Oh don\'t worry about it, you\'re welcome!
volleyballchix8: yeah.. i haven\'t had much time to have fun with friends or anything...so i\'m just really sick of my family
put me t0gether: yeah I know how ya feel
volleyballchix8: it\'ll feel good to go to camp for a week and get away
put me t0gether: yeah I bet!
volleyballchix8: :-D
volleyballchix8: but that\'s not until july 21st
put me t0gether: yeah, I\'ll make sure you have plenty of fun before that dani don\'t worry
volleyballchix8: aw.. what a good friend :-)
put me t0gether: :-) why thank you, I\'m just doing what I know you\'d do for me.
volleyballchix8: aww..
volleyballchix8: like i want to tell my mom... but i\'m afraid she\'ll get mad and yell and not let me do anything
put me t0gether: yeah, sometimes it\'s actually GOOD to keep something in
volleyballchix8: mmhm..but i can\'t spend the whole summer like this
put me t0gether: yeah.... when the time comes you\'ll know honey
put me t0gether: trust me
volleyballchix8: yeah... i feel like it tonight..right now...but i don\'t feel like crying tonight which i know i will if i start telling her all this stuff
put me t0gether: yeah, awww *hugs*
volleyballchix8: :-)
volleyballchix8: i was suppose to go and see sean at work after pit today..but i forgot
put me t0gether: awww that\'s too bad :-(
volleyballchix8: i know!.. i haven\'t seen him since last monday!
put me t0gether: aww you\'ll see him soon I hope!

ugh.. i don\'t know.. i just want to go away for a day. just one day. one whole day where i don\'t have to worry about practicing or mom or anything. just pure fun.
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unwanted

06-19-02 8:59pm

Take care Dani, I'm planning our night already. You are due for a helluva good time honey!

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danibean

Re:, 06-20-02 8:27am

awesome...thanks so much taryn!

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