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| cait0880 (profile) wrote, on 5-12-2003 at 8:12pm | |
| Current mood: exhausted Music: greenday Subject: i am super sleepy |
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| so today was a pretty normal day. i went to school so tired and stilll am. i was so sleepy i felt like fucked up. james told me something that i dont belive and if its true i dont want to belive. im kinda starting to look on the bright side of quting stuff. like i loook at people and im just like wow there throwing there life away. and then i realize that was me and can be me again in a matter of seconds and i know i was worst. kris leavin can be a good thing in some ways.l it pushes me to stop and when he gets back we can just be together for once not total cracked out. haha. so i went to work today. that lady is such a fucking bitch. i wanted to tell her off so bad today, but i stoped my self because i realize by next week works over cuz that school thing ends for me then and now i gotta look for a new job. because with out one i feel as if im doing nothing with my self. and i only get depressed when i am home alone. and spending all school days doing to wont help. so last night i got really upset again. i almost cryed myself to sleep again. i really misss kris and its almost been a month ahh im so stupid i know someone said it wasnt normal in a comment and i guess there right i gotta get over my self. but its so hard. im quiting coke and geting over losing someone who i reeally love at the same time its hard for me. |
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| Anonymous | 05-13-03 12:45am why are you always jealous of the pretty blondes? |
| cait0880 | Re:, 05-13-03 2:38pm what pretty blonde and who are u |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 05-13-03 11:49pm those 2 you hate. |
| cait0880 | Re: Re: Re:, 05-14-03 2:41pm like kerri and uh kerri?
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