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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 5-13-2003 at 7:25pm | |
| Music: Buzzcocks Subject: I just want a lover like any other what do i get? |
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| I'm writing and it's not going to be pleasant but hey, you wanted it. Why? I want to say so much more then that but that's basically it. Yeah, yeah you're all happy. I'm going to bring you down; screw me right? Good. Yes. how come no one likes me? I mean NO ONE. Why am i so fucking alone and will continue to be that way? because im just so ugly and annoying or weird and maybe i just don't deserve whatever i think i deserve. And every attempt i have made at happiness has failed and after awhile you have to start believing its you. It's me i know im the most horribly unattractive person on earth. Nothing ever changes around here. nothing. it is just the same routine every single day and im sick of it. Im sick of being the ugly one. I'm sick of trying to believe in myself because i can't, i just can't anymore. and i dont know why it always leads back to this but jason makes me feel like such a complete loser. Everything he does makes me feel worthless. In general i feel like such a loser, like i jsut feel like everyone is making fun of me, like the people in school, my "friends", everyone. im just a fucking mess and im not hopeful |
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justlikeyouimagined | 05-14-03 8:03pm ah man.. stop being sad :(
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