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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 5-14-2003 at 11:53am | |
| Current mood: ok Music: nothing Subject: At School |
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| Today has been ok. I'm supose to be typing up my project thats due tomorrow but I'll just do it tonight. If you sit and listen to other peoples conversations its weird. I mean I'm not listening like hanging on every single word they say. I'm just sitting and hearing voices all around me and if you stop to feel, it feels weird. I'm not exactly too happy about the whole group situation. Its not even about the group anymore. Its about certain people. Certain people who are letting other things consume them. I dont like it and I'm not going to deal with it. Next year I'll start fresh. But I wont forget about anyone or anything. I'll always remember the ones who I loved. I dont care if they think i "used" them. How could some even think that. You cant use frieds for like a year. It doesnt work that way. Screw them. Let them think what they want. I know what the truth is and thats all that matters. Screw them all. Screw who as ever doubted that my friendship or my actions were true. Thats what makes me unhappy. I'm content right now. Nothings bugging me I'm just tired. Just tired of people...noises...talking...thinking. I just wish I could sleep for like 10 days straight and just be renewed and have no memory of anything at all besides the basics. Note to self: Dont wish for things that are truely impossibly. I cant wait until schools out. I feel annoyed when other people besides my frieds read my expressive portfolio. They are too quick to judge. "Wow thats personal." i still dont understand what that means. I know she meant well. Tomorrows another day just like always. I'll never feel releived until school is over with and I can sleep and do whatever I want. Even though I know that wont happen either. |
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bexita | hey amy, 05-15-03 4:33pm hey hun, how are ya? i was thinking about language arts, and you just seem like you write awesome poems. i'll have to catch up with you sometime and read one maybe? lol, have a great weekend! |