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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 5-15-2003 at 5:45pm | |
| Current mood: depressed. Music: none Subject: I cant breathe |
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| I'm shaking....... I cant breathe...I cant..... My dad got home today and told my mom something about pay cuts in his job. I didnt get to hear the whole convo. I heard my mom say that my dad might loose his job. Mom:"John we cant afford to lose money. Were tight as it is. If you lose your job or get a pay cut i'm making you get a second job. You have to. We cant live off the money that we would be getting." Mom:"If you dont figure things out maybe i'm just going to have to sell the house and get an apartment and you go your way and I go mine. You can move back with your parents and I'll have to get an apartment around here." Divorce.... Losing house? .. I cant think...I just cant. I'm not going to cedar point tomorrow... I just cant. They are trying to force me to go. Mom:"Just go. its already payed for. Whats going on right now doesnt concern you" It does concern me..it concerns everythin. No spring break. No vacations.. No money..no nothing...no food...possibly no house??! How can that not fucking concern me?!?! You tell me how. I cant go and I WONT go. If i went i'd probably end up crying. I dont want to cry. My life is 10 times more of a hell than it was before. I'm going to lay this on the table while i'm at it. I'm going to be ending alot of my friendships with alot of people except for Krystal Carinna lindsey and theresa. and who knows who else.. I dont konw how much more i can take. I'll talk about this more when I feel like it. |
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| Anonymous | 05-15-03 8:18pm Amy I'll always be here for you even if you want to "end our friendship" because of the rough times you're going through. Know that I'm here for you to talk to and you can trust me. And If you do go to Cedar Point Tomorrow.. I'll be there. At 4:30 AM And all!
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thedarkerside | Re:, 05-17-03 12:28am Ahh arie! i forgot to add you. ARIE I COULD NEVER END OUR FRIENDSHIP. YOUR MY CHAN. |
Tbaby92588 | 05-15-03 11:15pm Amy, I love you and I'm sorry. I'm here if you need me, but you've known that. If you decide that Cedar Point isn't for you, you can call me, I won't be going either... I love you so much. I hope everything turns out ok... whatever ok is....... |
lostgurlofnvrland | 05-15-03 11:46pm Amy, I'm so sorry this had to happen to you. I don't know what more I can do than say that I'm so sorry and I'm here for you 24/7 whenever you need me call me or come over, it doesn't matter when. I love you so much Amy and the past year I've became friends with you. But not just friends, there's something more, I can feel it. Don't worry everything will turn out alright, I love you so much and I'll stick by your side no matter what! I'll be praying for you and your family...if you need to talk I'm here, remember, just across the street!
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thedarkerside | Re:, 05-17-03 12:30am "I love you so much Amy and the past year I've became friends with you. But not just friends, there's something more, I can feel it. "
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rob | 05-17-03 9:43pm What about me....and sheely...and amanda? |
thedarkerside | Re:, 05-17-03 10:14pm The rest is undecided right now. I mean its next year who knows whats going to happen. |
thedarkerside | Re: Re:, 05-18-03 12:57pm Oh and by the way...did you totally ignore the whole divorce and the whole dad loosing job thing or what? Thanks for your symathy..?
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Anonymous | Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 4:24pm Thank you rob! I <3 u! |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 4:28pm OOPS I didn't get to finish.... Also, amy i luv u . and i am always here for u whether were friends or not feel free to talk to me or call me anytime at all. I know how rough this must be for u.
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| sheels21489 | Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 4:50pm in defense... rob wrote that comment AFTER you already said it wasnt gonna happen, he didnt ignore it he just already knew the outocme of the situation.. |
thedarkerside | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 4:57pm Sheely back off |
thedarkerside | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 4:58pm Thanks Amanda I'm really glad i got to meet you this year and i do see us still being friends. Dont belive other shit people tell you. |
| sheels21489 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 5:17pm I'm not gonna let you accuse him of being inconsiderate.. Rob is one of the nicest most caring, compassionate people I know! |
| sheels21489 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 5:18pm I'm not gonna let you accuse him of being inconsiderate.. Rob is one of the nicest most caring, compassionate people I know! |
thedarkerside | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-19-03 5:20pm OK FIRST OF ALL...He wrote that comment while he was at your house..correct me if i'm wrong...
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Amber | I LOVE U, 05-19-03 11:21pm Amy iam really sorry for what ur going through iam sorry i ddnt comment on this a while ago but i do luv u your a really good person and i hope nothing will ever change that and if u ever need to talk i mean iam in ur U.S history class no but really iam here 4 ya and i just have to say 1 more thing.......ok this is what i have kept in mind through my.. just remember that what ur going through righ now will only make you a stronger person!! i luv u
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thedarkerside | Re: I LOVE U, 05-21-03 6:47pm Thanks so much!
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