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| rachel (profile) wrote, on 5-15-2003 at 8:58pm | |
| Music: linkin park Subject: my walls are closing in.. |
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| geh. bleh. apachahcha ngyea. i think ive had a relapse of the whole depression thing. i dunno.. i havent been able to really do anything for 2 or 3 weeks but sit in this house. its turning into a prison. i have a week left.... but i am going completely insane. i cant stand sitting here doing nothing and knowing that theres nothing i can do about it. but as each day goes by.. it gets worse and worse. i neverrealized how incapable i am of staying home for a long period of time. i always gotta be doing something.. which lately i cant keep busy.. so yea. not in the happiest of moods. and theres some things that i should be in control of but i havent been lately.. feeling helpless.. gah. its not really like an issue with a person or friends.. its just this fuckin house. it gets smaller everyday and i cant get out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHH!! okay im dont ranting now. im gonna go watch 2gether (best movie ever) i know my calculus... it says u+me=us. heh. |
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sameen | 05-16-03 7:06pm hey.. i remember that movie lol.. didnt one of those guys die or something?? neways, dont get 2 sad rach. talk 2 u later tho- bye |