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| painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote, on 5-15-2003 at 11:32pm | |
| Current mood: Exhausted, drained and so so tired.. Music: Mary Beth Maziarz - 'Souveniers' Subject: Class of 2003? Let's hope so.. |
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| My fingernails are all chewed off. I filed them so they look clean at least.. but now when I have an itch, I can hardly scratch it because they're so dull. I have what feels like, a jagged rock stuck in the right of my forehead from staring at my notes so long with much intense concentration and hopes of remembering all the cold boring facts. Doodles all over my left hand (Because drawing on myself is ten times more entertaining than the amendments) I'm wearing clothes similar to that of trailer trash, paint shorts and a shrunken tank top... and my make-up is racconey. It’s... really beautiful. I'm practically buried in high-lighted, inky papers, I don’t want to move, for fear that all of it will jumble together and then I'll just get utterly lost and CRY! (As if I don't want to right now!!) I have the word "Government" inscribed in my brain... and all words related to the word "Government." I'm getting used to the shutting and jerking open of my eyes. I'm so restless and sick of these endless notes I'm forced to remember. Does this sound painful to you? Because it is. I can't wait till it's all over. I actually prayed to God tonight (Only on rare occasions do I do this) I told him how hard I was trying.... I PRAY that he helps me out tomorrow. Graduation is within reach.. and tomorrow's exam will determine if I make it to there. So I’ll go read some more notes and PRAY the answers come to me on that dreadful, horrible test tomorrow. |
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losingtoday | hey, 05-15-03 11:44pm they won't |
| somethingismissing | Re: hey, 05-16-03 12:51am |
| somethingismissing | i f'd up, 05-16-03 12:51am yea they will |
catrenegade | 05-16-03 10:02am You can do it!!! <3<3<3 |
StrawberryFieldsForever | Words of Encouragement, 05-17-03 10:47am Hey I did the same shit you did, studying and shit until I was gonna die...and look where it got me... An F on my Economics Exam!
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StrawberryFieldsForever | Words of Encouragement, 05-17-03 11:00am Damnit, I wasn't done typing.
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