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JB1863 (profile) wrote,
on 5-17-2003 at 11:08pm
Current mood: annoyed
Music: Confrontation - Jekyll & Hyde
well today wasnt the greatest day in the world. i got up and went to see The Music Man at North Broward Middle School. It was a mockery of that show, i dont want to discuss it either. after that i went to see The Last Five Years at Florida Stage with a bunch of drama people. eh. i was in a bad mood to start due to my mom yelling and crying at me because of my forging of her signature. so that dampened my mood. they think i'm on drugs, i know they do, they asked once and anytime i'm not in a good mood or i'm over tired or i dont look well they start to think i'm on drugs. I'M NOT ON FUCKING DRUGS!!! it insults me that they think that. and my mom said to me "come clean with me" like she was expecting me to tell her about how i do drugs. how dare they not believe me when i say that i'm not on drugs. ugh it upsets me. i dont know what i want from life right now. i'm very confused. i dont really feel i can talk to anyone about anything. even my best friends. i mean sure i still talk to people but i just dont feel comfortable. i just dont know what to say about anything. i need change, i used to say that i hate change but now i realize that i live for change that i strive for it, it keeps me alive.
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Anonymous

05-18-03 1:11pm

JUSTIN BRAUN!!! If you're uncomfortable, turn around and look again. Maybe you're approaching things from the wrong angle. Anyways, u haven't been noticing me but I've been noticing u. And I think u're a great person. I wish we talked more but I don't think we'd have much to say. We're very different. Anyways, people don't like it when u're sad but people like u. I hope things go well for u this summer and u reach ur happiness.
U deserve it.

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