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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2003 at 4:17pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Bring on Tomorrow - Fame |
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| well i just finished a bunch of chores to earn some cash to buy Enter the Matrix, the new matrix video game for PS2. I thought i'd write in here because i have a lot on my mind but half of it i cant really say here so i'm going to do what i always do, i'm going to be vague. first off i have this weird feeling towards all the seniors. not a sad depressed feeling that they are leaving...not at all. it hasnt really affected me. i dont like it when they come back this week though, and expect everyone to be all "yay you're back" and act like we havent seen them in a year, we just saw you last week. it annoys me. go live your lifes, you all have been bitching about wanting to leave all year well now's your chance why are you still here? secondly girls. today i cleaned out my car and found a lot of things that reminded me of the simpler times, of the good times and it kind of made me sad. i hate the way things have turned out in some aspects of things. i just dont feel needed like i used to or like i matter as much, i'm still here, you're not. I dont like it when i'm not the focus, it kills me, especially when someone/something takes my place as the focus. this has nothing to do with drama by the way. so i'm a little stand offish right now. i'm not looking forward to rehearsal tonight...we are choreographing 76 Trombones, argh the dance break is a million years long!!! one last thing, i'm strangely drawn to something that i shouldnt be drawn to and its bad. thats all i have to say for now, if you didnt understand some of these things i'm sorry, please dont ask me what any of this means because i wont tell you. bread crumbs (steph co). | |
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skittlicious | anonymous time =\, 05-21-03 6:18pm i dont know why you seem to intrigue me so much, but you do and you do and do nmore and more each day. wow...im like a little school girl with a little crush. |
skittlicious | Re: anonymous time =\, 05-21-03 6:19pm hahahahahahahahahaha....
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skittlicious | Re: Re: anonymous time =\, 05-21-03 6:20pm -tree* haha cant even remember my own name, bye.
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