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lilschaub (profile) wrote,
on 5-21-2003 at 5:37pm
Current mood: worried
Music: evanescence~bring me back to life
today was a really bad day. I dont even know what to do anymore. I dont even have words to describe what iam feeling right now and i just feel like no one understands what iam feeling. why cant i just be happy for like just one week?? but no that just doesnt happen to me. but who cares i guess i will just deal w/ it. I guess i will just stop caring and stop leting things get to me,but that is so hard. Nothin made me happy today NOTHIN how sad is that?!?! but i just try to show everyone that iam always happy and i am not. I allways try to be happy and try not to be down but know iam just gonna let it all out. I havent cryed in a long time but today i just had to i couldnt hold it in anymore,i felt a little better it just felt good to cry but once i stared i just couldnt stop. but i have got stuff to do so iam out.
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cassieyeo11

05-21-03 5:50pm

awww katie, hun are you okay? dont worry everything will get better. and i am here for you if you ever need to talk about anything, okay?
lov ya lots
-Cass

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unwanted

05-21-03 5:52pm

i understand kate. and i love you a lot. there is nothing wrong with the way you're feeling. you have to let happiness come natural and don't pretend. i know because that's what i did. i'm always here honey. i loveyou -tare

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Anonymous

05-21-03 6:25pm

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

love,
linds

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dead_head

05-21-03 7:38pm

i'm sorry katie...today was actually the first good day I've had in forever...I'm sorry it had to be quite the opposite for you

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Anonymous

05-21-03 8:00pm

did ya break up with Ryan or what?


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oreolicious

05-22-03 3:38pm

hey hun dont worry about it, it will be okay. and if u wanna talk please call me okay? you cant stop caring, that just wouldnt be right. i promise u kate once i get my damn license we will go out and do somethin, hopefully u will be happy:) bc i dont wanna see you so sad. but im here for you and always remember that, i may not kno what to say but im here if ya jus wanna cry b/c u have been there for me. I LOVE YOU!

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