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| silversoldier (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2003 at 8:48pm | |
| Current mood: I never have just one mood.... Music: "Vow"-Garbage... and some Celtic stuff Subject: sporks were made when man got bored |
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| I haven't updated in a while... WOW!!!! Yay... me and my suicidal friends... I guess it's just one of those things in life, we all were placed somewhere to do what we do... huh, just thinking that if I was born in a car and not at the hospital could greatly change what my life is.... oh, alternate universes... how fun!! yes, well, I'm still pissed about this English project... not worth explaining anymore, except that our group totally fucked each other, meaning our grade went to the toilet. Then, every adult I meet wants me to explain and give their two cents that I don't fecking need. I've already thought about what they thought. The fact is, people don't get it. I have almost no point in asking people for advice on a problem, because I'm most likely going to get: whoa, you've got it hard. WELL NO FUCKING DUH!!! My problems are "too complex" and linked in such intricate ways that I can't have people solve them for me, because they don't speak the language that the structure was built in. **enraged with anger ready to pound things** So, no, I don't ask anyone about everything, because they just say, that's tough, good luck! Go piss on a skunk, damnit! So when my mom says: I think you were just blowing off the last two assignments.... FUCK HER!! I had 50 other things, many pertaining to trying to keep people from dying... that I had to fecking drop just to work on some dumbass assignment that won't matter to remember. They fecking don't know what's going on... I WANT TO DIE AND BRING THEM WITH ME SO THEY CAN SEE THE WRATH THAT I'LL PUT ON THEM AND GO TO HELL. I can't fucking stand myself anymore. I want to kill... just need something to die... oh, these fucking idiots that think everything is alright.... let's all fucking kill the world. I can't do it any longer... let's just be me... but we can't... so screw yourself more nick! make it fuck deeper! FUCKING KEEP OUT YOU BASTARD! |
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| Anonymous | ?, 05-21-03 11:26pm :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( |
Jessika | :(, 05-21-03 11:43pm yes, i noticed u have not updated in a while. we thot u died or dropped off the face of the earth and i missed u nicko :(i dunno about the english project as i have no idea wut exactly ur talkin about, maybe try for extra credit?i dunno mrs.nelsons grading scale....my i kannot type....and did u read my last entry?yah, im not to fond of my parent now either. i would say parentS, but as i only have one....and u need to update ur journal more often. while they say ur problems are too complex, i/us will always be willing to listen. and whether u like it or not, i will almost always have sumthing to say also....u may disregard if u like...when i die, im gonna bring soo many ppl with me.i will make them feel wut they say i was imagining....i dunno, i have been drifting off numerous times while writing this...getting slightly off topic...ima go now..peace..... |
Jessika | Re: :(, 05-22-03 8:18am i like sporks! they are one of the best inventions since that ketchup and mayo crap!!yumm.... |
Jessika | thers no avoiding me...., 05-23-03 6:22pm ok, since "mr.blessum may walk by ur locker", ill put it here.....im a rubber ducky, i make bathtime fun.
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| Anonymous | im sorry, 05-25-03 1:15am i know it wont mean much to ya in your present state, but im really sorry and hope that things start to go better for ya... also, parents suck... we all know that... but you cant kill yourself cuz then they would win... so you just have to sit and wait until they die, then you can laugh at their funeral:) teehee |
Jessika | Re: im sorry, 05-25-03 5:51pm (that was tiph) dumb girl gonna get confused with schylar kuz she the only one allowed to leave anonamous comments.... |
Anonymous | jess stoopid, 05-25-03 5:55pm u know what jess... u r a stoopid head! you spoiled my fun... im would bite you but you would like that so instead ill think of something mean to do teehee how pansie-ish was that comment? :D |