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| sendmemoney (profile) wrote, on 5-22-2003 at 7:19pm | |
| Current mood: calm Music: cool hand luke - we've only begun |
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| as i begin to realize that this wall i’ve built , this protective covering , is slipping away , i’m just one day closer to watching you slip away . i don’t know how to explain – no , i don’t know how to understand that it’s just physical and that the emotion , the shared feelings , the unfinished sentences , the six hour three a.m. telephone conversations , the basis for what i never thought possible is still very much here , much more tangible than expected , and all i will have - no , all i will need . sometimes i think it’s unfair that things are found at inopportune times , but other times i think maybe it’s for the best , to make the heart grow fonder , if possible , for lack of better phrasing . so i sit here and hypothesize about why now , and all i can come up with is that maybe the level of maturity wasn’t there yet , and that we danced around this for so long that there must be some hidden meaning in the fact that it is here now . i don’t like leaving things unfinished but i know that i will finish them in time . | |
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acrossthenight | 05-23-03 12:28am i love you susan <3 |