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mle (profile) wrote,
on 6-25-2002 at 9:36pm
Current mood: ambitious
Music: no doubt - sixteen (less than 4 months, man... )
Subject: now is the time

this is it. im finally really going to do it. im committed 100% and i *know* i can do this. i will do this.

no matter *what* it takes, i *will* reach my goal. no person or thing will stand in my way. i will push through them. i am stronger than any temptation. the cumlination of this growth period will reward me more than any miniscule hurdle along the way. i can take anything. bring it, man. :)

cause now im stronger than yesterday
now its nothing but my way...
i am stronger than i thought that i would ever be
i used to go with the flow
didnt really care bout me
you might think that i cant take it
but youre wrong
(britney spears - stronger)

ive been messing with the devil way too long
and its been making me grow old
making me grow old, yeah
lets leave, oh lets get away
(creed - hide)

im not giving up "the best part" of my life. not anymore. im gonna live it up, and not meaning party more (although im sure thatll happen too :) hehehe). im gonna make use of this life, and get the shit done that i want done, that i need done.

all i know, is im gettin the fuck outta this place im in now. im sick of here. im barely living, and im starting to suffocate. there is so much more. so much that im missing. and i want it. i want everything, to be everything, to see everything, to feel everything.
its been so long since my dreams have surfaced. im such a dreamer, its kinda dorky. me and my high hopes. i swear, i will reach them someday... someday soon.

time to go start my new life :)

mle
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spud

06-26-02 10:09pm

hey. is your new life going to involve the mall on friday? i guess it's a go on my end. and i should be able to scam a ride. yay for me and my puppy face!

but, yeah. i'll call you tomorrow to iron out details, or have it all blow up in my face. but we'll trip over that hurdle when we get to it. right now, it's all good, and way too humid. oh. the puppies say 'hello'.

HOORAY for speech therapy!!!

emo philips. i must learn more!

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