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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 5-25-2003 at 12:13am
Current mood: melancholy
Music: David Byrne - Like Humans Do
Subject: i'm breathing in, i'm breathing out...
So I guess I should update since it's been so long, but to tell you the truth, I don't feel like writing. I mean, I have stuff to say, but I don't feel like I have anything good to say. I guess that's a good sign, that I've been more level-headed and calmer as of the past week or so... still, it takes some of the fun out of it. I do need some stability at this point in my life though. I was talking to Dana at work last night and I told him how I've been to bed before midnight the past few nights, and how rare that is, and he joked that that meant I was getting old. I've been going to bed early because I've been sick, but I think there's some truth there. Anyway, things are better, but something's missing... maybe not. I'm able to deal with things better, able to bring myself down from anxiety sooner, etc. etc. I'd like a vacation. With Stefanie. That would be nice... lying on some warm beach somewhere. Forgive my incoherent rambling...

Trying to have a party tomorrow. So far, I'm forgetting to major objectives. 1) Get alcohol. 2) Invite guests. Damn. Not like that many people come to my parties anymore anyway. :-( I need to go to my mom's. I wonder if Tyler's ever going to return home. I wonder... well, that's all I wonder about.

General sigh. ::doesn't want to work tomorrow::
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polishpimping

05-25-03 1:11am

You lie!
It is aftermidnight when you wrote this...
I don't know if I can ever believe you again...

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TaoMan1121

Re:, 05-25-03 6:31pm

I was retelling the story, which happened a couple days ago, but since then I have stayed up past midnight, obviously including last night.

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mbenznut

05-25-03 2:36pm

Hey, why aren't we invited to the party?

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TaoMan1121

Re:, 05-25-03 6:33pm

You guys are invited... but I don't think it's shaping up to be anything. Still haven't satisfied criteria 1 or 2 yet... I'd call you, but you don't have a phone, and I'd IM you, but you don't have a screename. And when I stuck my head out the door and yelled your name really loud, you didn't respond, so I guess I'm S.O.L.

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polishpimping

Re: Re:, 05-25-03 10:40pm

Change critera 2 to "Get Mike there". Where I am, I'll make the fucking party happen.
Oh YEAH!

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