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| tubularchick88 (profile) wrote, on 5-25-2003 at 12:06pm | |
| Current mood: energetic Subject: My dreams |
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| Yay! 3 1/2 days left(of finals) and I can finally end this chapter of my life and start w/ the challenging ones! The ones I have wanted to get to since I was 5! Like high school, college, working! I want true independence! I want the pop quizes and SATs and the ACTs and the LSATs and all of the above!I want clubs and awards and then college and I get to move! The northeast! Intelligence all around me, the people who are motivatied to do something and begin something great! The people with passion to do what they love and care for! The people that spent years dreaming of just stepping on the moist soil of Ivy Leage Colleges!(But you cant step on the grass, its surrounded w/ wire, to keep it fresh). I want to further excel in what I enjoy 24/7! I want to be surrounded w/ people that can learn from me and I can also learn from them. I want to cram for quizes untill early morn and I want to rack my brain for original ideas for my college admission essay! I want to eventually move off campus and live w/ someone. I want to get my law degree after my MBA. I want to move from one large city to another. I want to live in New York, Boston, DC, Chicago ummmmm mabee Philly! I want my own appartment w/ the most contemperary funishings and art(yet tastefully done). I want to go to culinary arts school, when I feel like it. I want to learn from the best all around the world, I want to live in Italy and maybee Costa Rica(so far their economy is doing pretty well right now and I like their ethics). I want to zoom off to the most exclusive resorts I can buy. I was to create, something unique and inspiring to others, something that just boggles your mind.The only reason I know this is what I want, is every time I even to begin to think of it, I get so exited! I start just....exploding inside because I just know. I can just tell you, that is how I am going to live my life. I have the intelligence(I can thank my parents), I can the drive, I am one of the hardest working(Im not naturally smart, I started out in a retard class), I have the resourses($$$), and I have the love for what I want to do. I have gotten thousands upon thousands of advise from my fathers business partners, and probably the only one that has stuck w/ me is this" If you have passion for what you do, you will go far and you will be very happy" and I can't see how that could be wrong, the people that really love what they do are normally very happy going to work every day, it isn't a chore it is a pleasure. As you can see, I can go on for hours about this one subject that I love so much. I just wish other people where like me, other people just can't understand so I am forced to keep it inside because others don't other stand if they would understand then this would be a common topic because all teenagers what to do is "have fun" and "act their own age" so I am the different one. LOL! Well I'm not a loner or anything but I am a dork inside! LOL! Well I've spilled my heart! L8r! | |
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andi | 05-25-03 1:46pm dude, w/e. it wont be like that in the real world totally like that. you r already surronded by ppl that r like that, like some of ur friends but u don't realize it b/c u think other wise and keep it like that. I do understand that u are kept it inside and crap hello! so are many other ppl. but u don't have to keep it inside. Yes maybe u are more passionate than others on this but thats b/c u have thought of it more of the future future than others. not all teenagers don't want to act there own age and have fun, y can't u c that? they fight every day to have respect as an adult and do what they wanna do in collage...u just can't c that as i can c from this. U need to open ur eyes more bebe.... |
tubularchick88 | Re:, 05-25-03 2:23pm We have already spoken about this and I am so frusturated right now that I dont feel like relaying it to the rest of the world my responce to u |
andi | Re: Re:, 05-25-03 2:36pm thats fine. never asked u to do that n e way. i just want u to listen to what i have to say and vise versa... |
tubularchick88 | Re: Re: Re:, 05-25-03 3:06pm like hell it wont be like that in the real world? whut isnt in the real world? look, i have researched this out! this isnt some flimsy notion! if i do whut i need to, then i will get everything i desire! whut the hell is wrong w/ that?ppl at mit, harvard, yale, princeton,bu,northern,georgetown and even some that are just private, they are all those things! and whut?u dont think i could get into an ivey leage school, that i would just break down if i didnt? hell no! i would figure something out, u know that! y are u questioning me on this?my friends are sweet but, some dont even know whut the dow is!not the kind of smart i am talking about!i cant see that other teens are like me becuz the ive never met any! can u produce 3 people in our school that are like me?h-e-l-l-o?do U see that?i would give them credit if i did meet them.lol! i?need to open my eyes?yeah ok w/e u say!im the worldly one?i know whuts out there!and i do know whut kids out there are like all around the world, and few around cape coral fl and like me that for sure! |
tubularchick88 | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-25-03 3:15pm you didnt even look at the good sides of my journal! you just critisized whut u could find. this journal ment alot to me becuz it showed whut i really want, its shows whut i dream of, whut i strive for! this was a happy, joyous and exiting(for me) journal and u f***ed it up big! now i wish i had never even written it, now i dont want you to know anything about me anymore because all u will do is critisize!screw u andi |
andi | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-26-03 3:03pm i'm sorry. i didn't mean for it to turn out this way. i knew u were touchy about this but not that much. i was just kaing sure that u knew and came to realize on some things. sorry. i just wanted to make sure u understood. i know it was stupid of me on some of things that i said. i do c the great things in ur journal. i am very very very proud of u. ur r gonna be my friend to me, my good friend forever even though u may hate me forever. don't wish u never had written it. it was TubuLAr that u wrote it. I love it, it shows everyone who u really are in a teenagers body and i bet it surprises everyone big that a teenageer can dream this. u go gurl! |
Cali | HEY, 05-25-03 7:48pm I am glad that you are so thrilled about what you are going to accomplish and i know with your incredible drive for what you want and the way you will receive it, you will reach your full potential with outstanding presence. I know exactly where you are coming from about the moving on and blooming into a better more exuberant person with goals and responsibilities that fit your own unique self. I too know the feeling (as you know) of wanting to get GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE! (softly put huh?), and the want to be around people that want to live for a purpose and strive to make a difference in not only our society but also make a difference in our world. I completely understand that you are as you said a different and some what more mature person compared to us (your friends), and that you are a hard worker and a very goal oriented person, but what are you gunna do with out me when you have a creative writing paper HUM? LOL J/P! But seriously if we don't stay in touch i will miss our debates over politics to the chicken in the cafeteria, and most of all i will miss the shoves you gave me along the way to stay focused and put effort into what i do, and i thank you. Even though we maybe less mature and like to live our age one day I hope to reach the level, you are at with as high confidence in my future and myself as you have for yours. I love you very much and hope you have the best summer hope to see you soon! |